Welcome to my world~

欢迎光临寒舍~ 哈哈……很有古代的feel吧?

Sunday 31 January 2010

Australia, here I come!!

Not to be too excited yet. I'm only flying tomorrow. Had been anticipating this for, like 1 year? Hehehe.. Finally, what's supposed to come is going to come. Just that... TIME seems to fly fast, very fast, too fast actually. Indeed, I'm prepared to go overseas in somewhere but part of me is reluctant to leave this mushroom-planting lifestyle cosy hometown called Sibu. Just can't believe in a blink, it's already February 2010. *sigh* [this makes me sound so old, I know]

All clothes and stuffs are laid out on bed, tables and boxes, waiting for the last check through before lying in my suitcases and shall start a whole new journey in Canberra, a place I shall call 2nd home for the next 3 (hopefully 4, 5, 6 XD) years.

Ahhh... I so feel like shedding tears just at the thought of leaving my pets behind. (Mum and Dad's going to be jealous envious of them XP)

Good friends, I know I'll miss them but more than half are overseas (can I just use "scattered all over the whole world?) and say.. 99% are online almost everyday, if not every week. So I guess, with the existence of MSN and Skype, life won't be lonely. Advanced technology, banzai!!

Will be meeting lots of new friends, seniors and lecturers, tutors etc. in ANU, including newly-met friends through JPA activities. Truly looking forward~ Yeah, I'm outgoing =)

Shall blog when I settle down and nope, I haven't forget about my aim of a blog post a day. I'll accomplish that when I have enough time.

Chingku (s) [as in "friends"] make sure you miss me!! Keep in touch~ Pray that everything will go on smoothly for me in a foreign place~

Friday 29 January 2010

我的新眼镜+墨镜

准备去澳洲读书的其中一项工作:后备眼镜(最好连墨镜【听说那里的阳光紫外线是很强滴!】,感觉就像那shampoo+conditioner的一大瓶,或3in1 Nescafe)

于是,这次我狠下心,掏了比上次多的钱,买了附送墨镜片的眼镜。为什么比较贵呢?因为是用magnet的!对啦,就是attach时它是靠磁铁的磁力吸住,不是上次我那个要夹住的……戴与脱都方便多了……是说……如果没有近视那该多好……【叹】千金难买早知道啊!!!

好了,晒照片的时间又到了……(免得你们说我没诚意来篇章数XD)

先来张正常的
是滴,后面就是我F6的Maths T formula……还不舍得拆下来~


厚,高傲的叻~

再接再厉地高傲!
还有星星点缀叻~


稍微恢复正常一下

好咯,继续给《abracadabra》荼毒思想 影响pose

你在看我吗?

FreePoverty

This is a game a friend introduced and personally, I think it's quite fun. Gain knowledge while you can help donate water.

Okay, I'll give you some basic information about it.

FREEPOVERTY GOALS AND MISSION
The goal of many organizations is to end poverty. We intend to do the same, and we want you to contribute. By testing your knowledge on the map shown above, each correct answer means you will be donating 10 cups of water. We chose water as our primary source of donation, because it is something that all human beings need to survive. And around the world, there are many, too many people who don't have access to clean drinking water; thus causing various illnesses. With your contribution, we may just be one step closer to ending poverty.

HISTORY OF THE POVERTY
Every day, at least 30,000 people around the world die from poverty; most of whom are under five years of age. They die because they are undernourished, and do not have enough food or water to survive. More than 800 million people go hungry every day. This is 13% of the world population. How can you help? By playing this game on FreePoverty.com, each answer you get correct, 10 cups of water will be donated. Somewhere in the world, someone will receive it. And it will make a difference to their day.

HOW TO PLAY THE GAME ON FREEPOVERTY.COM
How far would you go to end poverty? Your mission here is to locate the place given to you [e.g. Rome, Italy] and how many cups of water we donate on your behalf depends on how accurate your answer is. Once you have located one city or landmark, another location will be shown to you. You may play the game however many times you wish. Of course, the more you play and the more you are correct, the greater difference you will make with your donation. If your answer is correct, 10 cups of water will be donated. The further away you are from the location, the number of cups will decrease. If your answer is nowhere near the exact location, no cups of water will be donated. Therefore by playing this game, not only are you doing a good deed for others, but you are also gaining knowledge for yourself.

WHY WATER?
70% of a human being is made up of water. Water is the second most essential element for survival, after oxygen. Over one billion people in the world do not have access to clean drinking water; hence, causing them to develop deadly diseases. Moreover, without water, the brain is not able to function properly. One cup of water can make difference to someone's day. FreePoverty allows you to donate as many cups of water as you can to save millions of people.




Conclusion: My Geography sucks except for places I know (but then I can't score full marks for those too) *sob* 55 cups out of potential 100 cups at easy level really make this temporary Geography teacher ashamed.. *sob sob*

Urge: Go try it! Good deeds done, knowledge gained!!

Tuesday 26 January 2010

第三次作品上报!

哈哈哈……是滴,就是偶本人的第三首新诗成功登上报章的……头条?No no no……你太看得起我了,是最南方(比下面好听很多,是不是?)的……不是小小一角哦,满大的空间一下……【喂~拜托,诗那么长,当然给你多一点点的版位嘛……不要太自爽!】哈哈哈……(ignores)

开始越来越喜欢星期一了~

好叻~客官,咱们先来欣赏我的作品,然后再聊聊相关趣事,ok?



overview


wuli omma cho a yo的花~

话说,我妈吖,很喜欢这首诗……旁边的花朵……哈哈……她直夸太符合诗的feel了……【黄老师花语教室:黄色的玫瑰=分手】虽然不是玫瑰,但是黄色就有淡淡的伤离别feel……还很兴奋问我是不是我寄的图片……那个……咪啊,我没有这么强到去抢美术的饭碗……老爸 冷冷 不冷不热(?)地说是人家设计师(?)的功劳啦……老妈就一直拍老爸的手臂说:“啊爸爸会不会欣赏诗啊?蛤?”

所以……结论是,我依恋的到底是谁叻?不告诉你~哈哈……

Monday 25 January 2010

请问你知道吗?

看了鸥鹭的部落格,赫然发现,我从来没有解释过我的笔名……看来有老人痴呆症的前兆啊……哈哈哈……不是啦,应该是我太兴奋分享我的想法,就把这件事给忘得一干二净了(我坚持这么觉得)

那……各位要不要猜猜“玄旖”二字是怎么来的?背后有什么意思呢?

答对没有奖,不过如果我心情好,也许会送巧克力?咯咯……不要责难我!女人心海底针!偶尔,连我都不知道自己在想什么……

来来来,大家赏个脸,动脑筋想一想~

Sunday 24 January 2010

超级推荐!!德基,加入吧!

是滴,许久没有更新网志,lappy拿回来的第一件事竟然是推荐歌曲?!哈哈……粉丝的爱啊……真的让我们等太久咯,2am。看看2pm,几乎天天都看到他们在music bank表演,唱跳到我都会背《heartbeat》的副歌了喂~JYP社长nim,你偏心哦你……哈哈……

好了,让你们听听我喜欢的这个“新”组合吧!

这次是一个mini album,完全没有JYP的作品,说这次的制作人(?)的比较好……但是不认输(XD)的他会把已经制作好的3首作品放在repackage的专辑里……这是在硬A我们这些(女)粉丝的钱厚!!还好诗巫没有这么先进,不然我一定败金,而且还是两张都收购……没办法,我就是会坠落圈套的单纯(!)粉丝【逃】

Tracklist:
1. Intro
2. Even if I die, I can’t let you go (죽어도 못 보내)
3. I’m Sorry I Can’t Laugh For You (웃어 줄 수 없어서 미안하다)
4. I Love You (feat. Baek Chan, Joo Hee of 8eight)
5. To Her/ That Girl (feat. Chansung of 2PM) (그녀에게)
6. Outro (I’m laughing)

是说这次的feel跟上两首hit songs《这首歌》(This Song)和《朋友的告白》(Time for Confession)真的有差别。因为创作人不同?不过,请放心,死忠的粉丝通通都会接受的!哈哈……连带的,不管是feat谁,一律抱着爱屋及乌的心态,欢喜打包!!XD

想到可以常常在KBS World的Music Bank看到2am就很兴奋。等一下!!【刹车】我要出国了诶~怎么能看Astro叻?!啊!!!!

咦,不是有Youtube我的main provider吗?一定会有人录下来post上去的!哈哈……不愁不愁~

吖,废话了这么多,来听歌了啦……









继续期待另外的歌曲尽快面试~

Just some extra info I got:
In 2009, after they ended their promotions of their track Friend’s Comfession, the boys of 2AM have been very active in variety programs. And because of their variety appearances, everyone is anticipating their comeback because their image is so unique from a typical “ballad” artist.(简直是搞笑艺人。有空我真的要介绍Oneday) People are especially interested in their comeback as their new track’s producer is not JYP, but another hit ballad-producer Bang Shi Hyuk. In the past, Bang Shi Hyuk produced hit-tracks including, Baek Ji Young’s Like Being Hit By A Bullet and 8Eight’s Without A Heart as well as Goodbye My Love. With all the anticipation amongst fans, Bang Shi Hyuk even commented, “2010 will be 2AM’s year” in a recent interview, adding even more to the hype.

Thursday 21 January 2010

Lots of things happened

Yeah, a lil' bit too much for this young soul of mine. Subconciously (?) my heart is trained to be stronger and can withstand any shocking news about the old body of mine..

*sigh*

Shall update all after I get back my laptop, hopefully by tomorrow. Plan to start packing all my books and stuffs into boxes and seal them up on Saturday.

Also hoping that the JPA briefing will be earlier than 28th. I still have like 3 luggages to be packed. XP

That's all for today.

PS: not many people visit this blog lately?

Monday 18 January 2010

第二次作品上报

Yeap, it's definitely true. I got my 2nd poem on the newspaper as well =)
Started my routine of smiling like a fool idiot, ah, I don't know either... XD In short, I'm utterly happy~

Had to type this in English because:
  1. I can't access the Internet using my laptop.
  2. My PC's way too slow and might jam/lag at anytime it pleases. Maklumlah, I'm the one who is "got beg fish people" *sigh*
  3. This laptop borrowed from my aunt have no Chinese (Simplified/Traditional) feature set in the language bar.
Even the Chinese heading above is done by using Google Translate with the best feature of all computers~ copy and paste. However, the translator is quite a crap not sufficient. This is when I start to appreciate human brains and Malaysian spoon-feeding (?) education system. At least we learn a lot and can translate almost anything between these three languages: Bahasa Melayu, English and Chinese. So, cheers!! XD


《天使》


It's another 新诗. Of course it is. My standard is still not enough to write a meaningful (as if these are XD) traditional essay with 文言文.

Thank you for your time reading this. Hopefully part 3 will be up really soon.

Have a nice day~ *showering everyone with my happy petals*

sick...... again

It seems like I'm at the brim of being announced sick OFFICIALLY. *sigh* And to make things worse, mum's already vomitting and dad's having a headache. *double sigh* All clinics are not open on Sunday night. *triple sigh*

Hopefully we'll all get better. Mum definitely need an injection. I'm hoping not having the need to see the doctor. I TOTALLY hate being at a hospital-like place. (Sorry, no disrespect intended)

I still need to send my laptop for repair. Seriously, it's giving me shock everytime I switched it on: something is missing. EVERYTIME I open my lappy, 1 programme disappeared. It's freaky.

Still have tons to things to be prepared. Going overseas to study the first time is really like moving into a new house. The problem is: I have TOO MANY things to bring.

Other updates later. Plan to head off for my cosy bed =)

Oh ya, attracted to SHINee recently. Can't help falling in love~ Lee Soo Man, you are something afterall.

Saturday 16 January 2010

感触良多的一张照片~

也不是什么大不了的照片啦~就是去年网民票选的best idol leader……



今天想说的不是这个主题(当然了,冷饭被炒千百次不可能还是香喷喷的嘛……)想说自己的感想on别的主题……
题外话:真的,为什么只有这6个?!明明还有一堆相当不错的团长如:CLjokwon (XD)、gahuig-dragongyuri(吗?)、Jea(题外话的题外话:原来是团长写《We Fell In Love》给jokwon-gain夫妇吖?)等等……

首先,请忽略我那歪七扭八的字母,a letter is just a letter,to represent something。
谢谢合作。

现在进入正题~

个人最爱的E-- 允浩(?!)目前正在面临组合解散危机(是的,我宁愿相信是有挽回余地的“危机”,而不是铁一般的事实)
*叹* 长得很man的人,怎么看都好看啊……(完全大爱)
hyung(不要纠正我!),什么时候把老婆(!)从加拿大拐回来,再把儿子从澳洲招回来跟我们这些迷见面啊?期待你们的 性感肉体 动人声音呢~
题外话:原来那天SHINee的minho去温哥华就是为了拍《Let's Go Dream Team- season 2》啊……

接下来是因为允浩喜欢的皇甫变成他的buin(老婆)而开始喜欢的四次元D-- 金贤重。2009年大红大紫,真的是靠《花样男子》里的尹智厚前辈~不过……很早就注意他的人(from 《We Got Married》或更早期的出道曲《warning》)就知道……那个国民前辈绝对不是他!!XD 我们认为的深情,他可是放空地演啊……

然后是我个人觉得默默耕耘型的老大A--利特。话说……在5个人的团体里,我们就可以看到团长/队长是相当不好当的!可怜的利特,要照顾11(现在是12)只猴子 个什么个性都有的弟弟(话说……老二可是小几天而已的公主啊……刁的叻)吖……真的忍不住看到他就想鞠躬致敬……
题外话:好想为super junior写一篇专题报道,可是就是懒惰动笔 *跪*

来介绍一下我可以说相当不熟悉的新欢C —— 温流先生……是的,他跟我同年(12月宝宝),可是已经是SM公司新的年轻 摇钱树 团体的队长了!整个SHINee,我最不常看到的就是他了……但是,也许,可能,应该,是因为同年的关系,我对他存有幻想(?!)呵呵……(有这种道理的咩?!)(嘛……都说了最近我越来越干物女了嘛……)
题外话:有空+lappy修好后再好好去研究一下这些不错的新人……现在的pc速度太慢了……

再来是目前退出韩国演艺圈,不过大家都希望+看好他回来的2pm野兽dol的前(?)团长B —— jaebum。本人对他也是一知半解,可能还不到半解的1/5 解……不过看到某部落客写关于他们的综艺节目,我觉得挺不错的说……也要给我点时间去研究看看……

最后就是本人听信谗言(?!)而没有很喜欢的少女时代团长F —— 貌似名字叫taeyeon的妹妹……叫起来都不太对劲……人家也是89年的啊……比我好几个朋友还大呢……呵呵……话说……不懂是因为大家被养眼的男团喂到胃口变叼还是女生粉丝真的太多太强大,这个9人团体的anti真的蛮多一下……女生嘛……又是公司力捧的新人,年纪又轻,说话总是比较没有分寸又不经大脑,所以……被人骂也是正常的 *安慰*  SNSD里我最喜欢的应该还是Tiffany和最高的(忘记名字叫什么,人数太多加上是同性相斥(?)的道理)

好了,以上仅小小暖身~
最近太多团体了,男男女女的,加起来说不定都破百了……可是有好多队长我都蛮喜欢的,如2ne1和after school(证明上面那段的同性相斥的道理在我的世界是不存在的XD)……就连旧的、已解散的也是好几个转战综艺界成功……例chakra和sech skies。咦?对了,H.O.T的团长到底是谁啊?我一直都很好奇,然后每次查了都忘 *殴*

下次真的可以来个新人(团体/个人)和团长系列~

好了~开心闪去看《名侦探柯南》~

原来冲人气是一件难事啊……

看看这个:
人气点



本来还没有什么feel的……但是自从看了范老师的某篇文章后(这是在找代罪羔羊还是拖人下水啊?XD),忽然就不经意地介意起来……(这是在创绕口令没错LOL)

千万不要跟那些人气部落格作比较啊……那些号码叫天文数字 ,不过如果换成金钱,可以是我的目标 $.$ 

那……今年的部落格新年新期望就是突破“万”这个关卡啦~上面那个数字,被范老师说中了,就是可能很多次是自己点的 *掩面*

ps:千万不要觉得这是来骗章数的(虽然就是事实 *跪*)。怪我那爱吃醋的laptop吧!
下午才把pc的cpu给抱回来,晚上lappy就没有声音+不能上网。
(laptop os:明明就是你自己粗心大意,乱乱删,全部software都被删了嘛……*冤枉*)
那个……那个……啊我就太兴奋看到pc和新的webcam嘛……啊然后就不小心没看就狂按嘛……*心虚*
下场就是~明天又不能去练跆拳道了……要先整理这些琐事……*pout*

重点:我会迟些上载上个周末去KL的旅行。*殴*

结论:最近韩国出太多可口(?)的弟弟(!)团体了……有空我应该要写一篇介绍这些新新人了……让德基(功用和上面的范老师一样XD)啊我们这些老人好好地进化orz


按呢哦?BLUE = burning + lovely + untouchable + emotional?

是说……FNC Music爱出还是很有信心出band?但是……这年头的band团员跟group团员的综艺性有得拼诶……看看F.T.Island的hongki和seunghyun……*噗*

好了,交差了事就该下台一鞠躬咯。各位,晚安!!祝大家都有美美的梦哦~

Wednesday 13 January 2010

Who should I believe?

Yes, I guess it's time for me to speak my mind (part) on the latest happenings in Malaysia that shocked everyone. EVERYONE.

Saturday morning, I took the earliest flight to KL for the pre-departure briefing and hence did not read the newspaper. I think I saw a glimpse of the headlines but did not pay much attention. Fell asleep in the plane.
By Sunday, when it was time for me to come back, things had become worse.
Spent whole Monday afternoon reading through 3 days' load of newspaper.

Conclusion: I felt worried, scared, terrified. This string of happenings is turning Malaysia into the next Indonesia/ Iraq, I fear. Where's that Malaysia which I can boast about a peaceful multi-race nation? I had always been proud to be a Malaysian, especially an East Malaysian, where there's no need to fear about having tea-breaks at a local coffee shop with friends of other races and religions (是啦,就是我吃干盘配teh-tarik,你吃nasi lemak配kopi-O嘛……) or to gather together after we went for church services or they went for Friday prayers at mosque.

很喜欢陈勇光老师在《家在马来西亚~沙巴与砂拉越华人故事》里说的一段话。
内容类似:在诗巫才有家的感觉。
目前找不到人上载Youtube,这里只有相关的预告片:




看了有没有眼湿湿?




Now that burnings (or shall I say bombings?) happens, I began to question myself. Am I being too naive all these while?

Read this, and tell me who should I believe?

【In 2007, the Majlis Agama Negeri Perlis, which is a large majlis filled with people very learned in Islamic religious knowledge, discussed the question of the use of 'Allah' by non-Muslims. Their unanimous decision? They issued a fatwa to say that there is absolutely nothing wrong with non-Muslims using the word at all.】
http://rantingsbymm.blogspot.com/2010/01/confident-people-do-not-get-confused.html

          【他续说,作为雪州回教首领,苏丹要求各方严格遵守,禁止其他宗教使用阿拉字眼的立场;及要求回教理事会告诉人民,自1988年开始在宪报上公布的非回教(管制与回教徒发展)条文上,清楚阐明禁止非回教徒使用“阿拉”字眼。
          有鉴于此,他指出,雪州回教法规委员会也于2008年6月10日决定,“阿拉”字眼属于回教徒专用,严厉禁止其他宗教使用。
          他强调雪州回教理事会之后也作出14项决定,其包括了“阿拉”字眼意指上苍,与基督教“三位一体”概念的上帝不同。
       “若允许基督教使用阿拉字眼,那么将会引起不堪设想的后果,未来更可能造成混淆和危害回教徒。”
          针对高庭在去年12月裁决批准天主教会周刊《先驱报》使用“阿拉”字眼,他个人认为已经违反了联邦宪法;而有关“阿拉”字眼的课题更不应带上庭讨论,此事应是马来统治者理事会的权限,属于“不适合司法判断”。】
http://www.eunited.com.my/index.php?option=com_content&view=article&id=7389:2010-01-13-02-17-14&catid=38:2009-10-23-07-10-36&Itemid=67


This really speaks out our minds.
‘Don’t tell us how to pray,’ Borneo states say
http://themalaysianinsider.com/index.php/malaysia/49330-dont-tell-us-how-to-pray-borneo-states-say-

【Dayak community leader Dr John Brian Anthony explains how when Christianity was being propagated to the East Malaysian natives roughly 100 years ago, the texts that were used were imported from Indonesia.

These texts used the term Allah and were in Bahasa Indonesia, which was similar to the Melayu Kuno used by the natives.
However, Anthony says, East Malaysian Muslims have never opposed the use of “Allah” by Christians and other non-Muslims.】


【Political scientist Dr Faisal Syam Hazis of Universiti Malaysia Sarawak (Unimas) puts it another way: “The use of Allah by non-Muslims has already been embedded in East Malaysian society for more than 100 years. It has never been an issue. So why are these peninsular Muslims suddenly jumping up and down over it?”】

【  Unimas’ Aeria and Faisal also dispute the views of a Universiti Kebangsaan Malaysia (UKM) race-relations expert who contended that for Sarawak Muslims, religion was not as important as tribal identity。
      In a previous The Malaysian Insider article, Prof Dr Mansor Mohd Noor of UKM Inter-ethnic Studies Institute gave an opinion that peninsular Muslims were less tolerant when it came to questions on Islam than their Sarawak and Sabah brethren.
   “For Muslims in East Malaysia, the use of ‘Allah’ by non-Muslims is not a problem because their identity is tied to a tribe rather than to a religion,” Mansor has said in the article titled “Allah unites some and divides others”.
   “Saying that is almost like saying we Sarawak Muslims are less Islamic than the ones in the peninsula just because we can tolerate Christians using ‘Allah’,” says Faisal.
     East Malaysians of all creeds are passionate about their faith and identity but they were more accepting of each other, says Aeria.】

I had helped out in my church's native service and felt it was perfectly okay to use "Allah". At least I can't find the what's wrong with that.就崇拜时,祷告啊、唱诗啊、证道啊,都很顺畅啊……(我个人要求不多,传教崇拜不就是顺畅的语言最好吗?) Tell me another better word. "Tuhan" "Bapa" are all used in linear with this.
【It's just a noun to decribe God. 】(a quote from recom) 
We know who He is, regardless how we address him.

So, what's the point of this chaos?


小小ps一下:以前我从来不敢说出这些,因为,你知道啦,在马来西亚嘛,宗教向来都是敏感话题……可是,回头想想,自己老是说很爱上帝,却实际表现不出来,有愧于心啊……这回儿,说实话,不关我们这些华语崇拜部的人,但是,为了一个字而差点闹出人命,我觉得,身为马来西亚子民,爱护这个国家的公民,我们有义务保护每个人的安全。衷心希望事情赶快告一段落。

然后阮继续心痛……(纯分享之:Jaejoong版生日歌+ 4th Live tour的Taxi)

今天就分享这两个video吧……听了就觉得很悲一下……

생일 축하합니다 [Saengil Chukha Hamnida JaeJoong) 【好像也叫《Insa》之类的】



DBSK 東方神起Taxi 4th Live Tour (Eng + Japanese + Romanized Subs)


虽然说不是我见到唯一一组歌手现场唱得比录音好(要知道我很喜欢的李圣杰也是啊),可是,认识我够深的朋友都知道我对这个组合的爱是难以用笔墨形容的……

快点回来吧,oppa deul,我在等你们开心上综艺节目呢!!

Tuesday 12 January 2010

看了一堆前blog posts的观后感

某个原因促使我重看了好几篇的文章,发现……虽然才时隔几个月,我有好多感慨哦~决定在这里分享一下~

http://barbaraxuanyige.blogspot.com/2009/10/part-1c.html
《四次元语录 part 1c》
话说……人红与不红,受到的待遇真的有差别!!
SJ-M的周觅说了类似的话,但是大家给予的反应差很多!
to 贤重:好可爱哦~淘气包~
to 周觅:讲话不经大脑~言论不负责任~

http://barbaraxuanyige.blogspot.com/2009/11/hanbok.html#comments
(先声明,今年好像又有新的hanbok图片出了,不过,农历新年后应该会有更多,到时再说)
  • 2am的照片我真的放太小了啦……【泣】非常期待他们的新专辑
  • 现在我知道了BEG的narsha和ga-in,很喜欢前面那个unnie,ga-in就是拜《We Got Married》的福,我开始也喜欢她了……听说她和2am的jokwon那首digital song《我们相爱了》是je-a写的,有空我去听听了跟你们介绍。倒是她们的《abracadabra》和《sign》很有中毒性……呵呵……尤其是那支傲慢舞~
  • 我现在懂F.T.Island多一点点了……新成员seunghyun是16次元!!一定要看他在《Idol Magnae Rebellion》的表现啊~ 可爱 无厘头到爆……【ps:个人觉得华语字幕比英语翻译完整】
  • ha ji won那张照片我认得!!是《黄真伊》的剧照!!
  • han ye seul(不是sul)的华语名字很熟悉,可是我还是记不起在哪儿见过她……
  • jun ji hyun原来就是野蛮女友全智贤啊~
  • kara里的nicole我是越来越喜欢啦……不懂是因为她比较洋派还是她的笑声就是很爽朗……第一次我不讨厌女生撒娇的语气诶~【爱】哈哈……gyu-ri是一等一的自恋队长(是从同公司的师兄学的吗?XD),goo ha ra有点可爱的说……
  • see ya果然啊不是新团体,只是阵容改了好几次……最近的《his voice》蛮不错听……
  • 忽然发现,原来我去年很早就听了SHINee的歌啊……太久没有听《花样男子》的歌曲了……看来我也是喜新厌旧的女人【殴】……onew是我新幻想的对象(虽然我对他一点都不熟 XP)、jonghyun很帅气、taemin太太太cute了、minho在《Let's go dream team season 2》里的求胜欲太强了,姐姐会怕呢~【切,谁管你?LOL】、key真的是万能的综艺咖,可是姐姐比较有兴趣你的三角恋(还是四角?)《Jojo》、《Ring Ding Dong》都有很强很强的中毒性,《amigo》不错
  • SNSD我最喜欢的慢慢从tiffany转到最高的soo young了……对,我就是外貌协会滴!【盖章】(有人给自己盖章的咩?LOL)
  • 其实,2am比SuJu更不顾形象……哈哈……
  • hyuna今年个人的新歌《change》打很强啊……还找新团体beast的成员帮忙rap
  • younha就是那个近期频频昏倒送医的可怜女孩……ajoo好像不是她的情人,只是有跟她合唱过……对不起!整个误很大……
然后,这里想请Ing Ying去看看我给你的reply…… http://barbaraxuanyige.blogspot.com/2009/09/4.html

Monday 11 January 2010

第一次作品上报

是的,你没有看错!就是在说我投稿成功啦!!哈哈哈哈哈……超开心的莫~

下午花了三个小时catch up这几天离开诗巫后没有看的报纸。一路从星期六拼到星期一。翻开《文艺梦》的板块时,快速scan through时看到很熟悉的题目,心想:“诶~有人跟我写一样的题目诶~”再看看,噢,也是诗巫人呢~然后……玄旖?吖,那不就是我自己吗?XD

然后傻笑了半个小时(请注意:郑重声明,不是为了配合该首被刊登的诗)

现在就来 炫耀 跟大家分享这件大喜事吧!!哈哈~




恭喜我自己~ =)

谢谢父上帝!!

玄旖,再加油!!!

【话说……你也能在这儿看到这篇作品 《傻傻地》】

只是想说……

我回来啦!!!

我回来了,和满足的心~(用蔡明佑的《我回来了》副歌旋律)

其他updates,敬请期待这个星期的一系列报道~dozo~

Saturday 9 January 2010

Short trip

Going for ANU pre-departure briefing tomorrow. Will be back the next day. Share all my thoughts (oh dear, I just have SO MUCH things to talk about here) on Monday~

Wish me a safe flight =)

Don't forget: you MUST miss me XD

Thursday 7 January 2010

2am

Lately, I'm totally in love (?) with this sub-group of One Day. Although 2pm debuted first and is said to be sexier, 2am suits my taste, very well. =) All these while, I do prefer ballad.

【Correction: 2am debuted one week before 2pm but unfortunately, at that time, ballad singers aren't that popular with dance groups all around】

This Song


Confession of a Friend

(0:25 Changmin,0:46 Jinwoon,1:01 Seulong,1:15 Jokwon)


This group consists of 4 members (according to birthdate):

Changmin
Full Name: Lee Changmin (이창민)
Birthdate: May 1, 1986 (1986-05-01) (age 23)
Changmin has finished his mandatory army service, the only idol to have entered the entertainment scene with a completed army service. In December 12, 2008, he featured in Mario's digital single "Superman". He and Jokwon released a digital single titled "졸업" ("Graduation") on February 5, 2009. He was absent from OneDay's predebut reality show "Hot Blood" because of having joined JYP after it was filmed.
He is currently a permanent guest on Star Golden Bell and DJ for "Starry Night Radio" with SNSD's Sooyoung.
【请不要跟DBSK的昌珉混淆了……这个oppa是一等一的搞笑……至少,他是idol里愿意牺牲很大的第一人……要知道在《Star Golden Bell》当最后一排(最右边)的permanent guest可是镜头很少的吖……他的外表跟时下帅气可爱的idol弟弟(但是DBSK的两位大哥都比他大啊)们差得有点多,但是他的嗓子绝对赢他们,很多!!】

Seulong
Full Name: Im Seulong (임슬옹)
Birthdate: May 11, 1987 (1987-05-11) (age 22)
He was part of "Dirty Eyed Girls" on an episode of 2PM's reality show "Wild Bunny", performing a parody of popular Brown Eyed Girls song Abracadabra. The music video became extremely popular. Seulong and Jinwoon make regular appearances as commentators for We Got Married Season II.
【这位大哥(还是我应该说先生?)我真的不是很熟啊……不过据我在网上看到大家对他的评价(based on 《We Got Married》)是:脑筋不太好嘴巴却很利的傻大伯 / 恶婆婆?我个人不太了解啦……等我啃完赵权和佳仁那三个片段后再来 毒舌 分享见解。老话一句:这个人的声音真赞!!】

Jokwon
Full Name: Jo Kwon (조권)
Birthdate: August 28, 1989 (1989-08-28) (age 20)
The leader of the group, Jokwon is the longest-serving trainee in JYP Entertainment, having trained for 2567 days. He was chosen as last members of Park Jin Young's 99% Challenge project along with Sunye of Wonder Girls.
He sang with Jinwoon in May Doni's "몰라-ing"(Molla-ing) and featured in W&Whale's song and music video "덩크슛" (Dunk Shoot). He was part of "Dirty Eyed Girls" on an episode of 2PM's reality show "Wild Bunny", performing a parody of popular Brown Eyed Girls song Abracadabra. The music video became extremely popular.
In September 2009, Jokwon was one of the main MCs for SBS's environmental variety show "Find it! Green Gold" with Super Junior member Shindong, SS501 member Kim Hyung Joon, and former Fly To The Sky member Brian Joo. He also replaced 2PM's Jaebeom on historical culture variety show Nodaji after his internet controversy. The other hosts included Kim Jae Dong, Jo Hye Ryun, Shin Jung Hwan, Hwang Bo and Nicole from Kara. He joined the cast of We Got Married on October 3, 2009, coupled up with Brown Eyed Girls member Ga-in. Although they were initially only supposed to feature for the Chuseok special, their appearance brought in the highest ratings yet for Season II, and they were announced a permanent couple.
Jokwon was diagnosed with H1N1 on October 28, 2009, causing him to postpone filming We Got Married. The next day, a representative stated that Jokwon was recovering quickly after treatment.
He released a digital single "우리 사랑하게 됐어요" ("We Fell in Love") on December 16, 2009, a duet with his We Got Married partner Ga-in.
【这个是天生的综艺咖!疯起来绝对不输SuJu。曾经在某个访问说:“JYP社长出国最大的好处就是在综艺节目不必顾形象(比较开放)”大家基本上都有个共识~那个,赵权-sshi,你有照顾过形象咩?!哈哈……说实话啦,听到他唱情歌,我真的有吓到……很好听诶!至于FTTS的Brian找他加入Bracademy,我相信Brian的眼光。在他的督促(?)下,你一定会更性感的……好奇下次你怎么让我们鸡皮疙瘩掉满地……哈哈……希望你跟佳仁幸福啦~不要再念了,小心继续被K~】

Jinwoon
Full Name: Jung Jinwoon (정진운)
Birthdate: May 2, 1991 (1991-05-02) (age 18)
In January, 2009, Jinwoon was cast in MBC's reality show "Family Needed" Season III, also featuring NRG member Lee Sung-Jin and actors Choi Yangrak and Ricky Kim.
He starred in 8eight's music video "잘가요 내사랑" ("Goodbye My Love") with Kim So Eun and Jung Gyeo-Woon, as well as singing in May Doni's song "몰라-ing" ("Don't Know-ing") with Jokwon on January 15, 2009. Seulong and Jinwoon make regular appearances as commentators for We Got Married Season II.
Jinwoon was diagnosed with an early case of H1N1, but recovered quickly before the illness took effect. He became part of "아이돌 막내반란시대" (Idol Magnae Rebellion) along with the other youngest members of fellow idol groups FT Island, U-Kiss, T-Max and Mighty Mouth. The first episode aired on November 7, 2009.
【这位小朋友(也还好厚?差两岁的说……)我是从《偶像老幺的叛逆时代》(Idol Magnae Rebellion)中第一次看到的……几集下来……noona超爱你的啦!哈哈……你是第一个让noona我觉得单眼皮也很好看的人~18岁的唱功,我认同!也是ballad高手一个~只是……要努力变强啊!怎么快1米9的人老是给团友欺负?!还踢你哦?然后……祝福高考顺利!还有……偷偷希望你跟nicole……er hem hem……(Key-sshi,对不起啊……感觉得出来你也喜欢nicole(?!)但是,感觉人家珍云比较爱啊……哈哈哈……】

结论:什么样的leader会带出什么样的团XD Jokwon是出了名爱碎碎念,从各个节目里的蛛丝马迹,我们可以大声地说:2am真的很爱碎碎念!!每一个都是!!哈哈……然后……每一个都很可爱……还有……他们真的没有什么形象可言,更遑论说什么要照顾形象~

新粉丝心愿:希望你们的2010年专辑可以赶快出~

Just Dance

I first heard this in Facebook
http://www.facebook.com/notifications.php#/video/video.php?v=190161543252

Liked the acapella version very much but didn't make an effort to find it.

That's when I watched this on "2009 KBS Song Festival".

Okay, I admit, I like this because it's SHINee. Haha.. No matter how much I dislike disagree with Lee Soo Man's infamous contracts, I can't, and won't, deny that he does his job pretty well. SM Entertainment can really produce good-looking + sing well + dance well + hilarious all-rounded artists.

And that this song's beats are really catchy, you just can't stop humming "just dance..."

I downloaded the song in MP3 format but you can check out the original video here.


Lady Gaga, your sense of fashion may be a little bit... hmmm.. abnormal out-of-reach, but your songs, especially this one is really good. :)

Wednesday 6 January 2010

岁月催人老

这是什么?



就是我去年(也不过是两个星期前的事啦~)偶然间发现的白头发。

怎么办?!我的白头发越来越多了,质地还粗糙到像尼龙线啊~谁来还我柔顺亮丽的黑发啊??


想年头时……好啦,我知道也没有柔顺多少……

×插个题外话:为了找回我那引以为傲的柔发,我是不是该考虑吧头发剪短啊?×

【喂!白头发当然越来越多啊……头发不都是从黑变白的吗?难道还从白变黑哦?】
【那是说像人一样吗?白(好人)变黑(坏人)?】
【有这么形容人的吗?》”《 讨打是不是?】
【不是啦,我是说,白(好)变黑(坏)易,黑(坏)变白(好)难嘛……】



结论:我今年要好好保养,不然就很快老态龙钟了

【看官们,原谅我的废吧!(鞠躬)】

你害怕上帝吗?

2010的第一个圣餐主日,我们天恩堂迎来了新的传道~罗丽菲。这次的证道主题是《圣餐的再思》。印象最深刻的题目是“你害怕上帝吗?”当传道问的时候,没有几个人举手,她就小说:“喂吖,很大胆啊~”(福州话)


呵呵……我们都怕鬼、怕死、怕没钱、怕没工作、怕失恋、怕家里又添了孩子薪水却没有起……什么都怕(大部分都跟$$有关就是了),大事小事、有的没的,统统都怕……就是不怕创造天地万物的主、胜过死亡的主、掌管我们生老病死的主……你说,我们是不是很大胆?哈哈……

仔细想想,人,似乎在顺遂的处境都不会思考这个问题。也对,当花绿绿的钞票在面前晃啊晃的,有几个人会记得上帝?人,在逆境时,会宁愿去崇拜偶像,也不会去相信看不到、摸不到又听不到的上帝。鬼影在眼前飘啊飘的时候,吓都吓傻了,哪还会去想害不害怕上帝这件事?

回头看看自己当时的情况……我没有举手,只是笑着说:“这真是个好问题啊……”感觉就是抄袭电视里艺人的官方反应啊……咯咯……怕吗?说不,这是自欺欺人;说会,倒也解释不出个所以然来。

我记得,害怕上帝的状况,只有一个:当我申请大学被录取了又拒绝的时候。那时候很慌很慌。

因此,我可以说,我相信上帝很爱我,所以我不怕祂吗?

童鞋们,你们呢?害怕上帝吗?

Jin Mei’s 21st birthday

It’s been such a long time since I last updated my blog here. Hmmm, let’s count, that’s… erm… 2 and ½ days? Haha… I’d regard that as long ;) Too lazy to move these days. I guess that’s the main reason I gained 6kgs. Tonnes of idea forming in my brain and yet I rather sat hours (13:46.50) in front of this lappy to watch 《Iryu》. Finish all 11 episodes of season 1. Currently finding season 2 with subs.

Okay, back to the main theme. It was Jin Mei’s 21st birthday on Sunday. Of course we need to celebrate! After all, she’s the first among us to be legally allowed to register as a voter, right? We decided not to have a big gathering. When more than 5 people gather, you’ll end up really tired and after arriving home, realised that you haven’t really spoke to someone long enough to know what’s going on with him/her and yet didn’t manage to talk to all either. Tze Hui and I planned to have lunch at Mitsu Shabu Shabu (main branch, the other behind Rejang Medical Centre had closed), calling the birthday girl (of course) and Karen.

Both of us drove and she had better luck. There’s this parking space where everyone thought is empty but turned out to be filled up by a… motorcycle!! I went two rounds and when I finally saw a space, Tze Hui was in front of me and took the parking space. I had to be satisfied with a freaking congested slot. It was till the point when I open the back door to get my umbrella, I accidentally bang on the car on my right. I still salute my parking skills: I didn’t crash, front or back, into either cars beside me. XP

Three of them either had a late breakfast or had a light meal before coming, so I was the only hungry person that ordered the most. Hey! I only had a light breakfast early in the morning. Was running late for church. Therefore only a cup of Milo and ¾ piece of Swiss Roll. We enjoyed the meal (except for the dripping aircond) and chatted for… you guess how long? Don’t faint, 3 and ½ hours!! Non-stop. Haha… We haven’t seen each other for a long time and got lots of catching up to do. That’s what I call girls’ good friends’ gathering. We were quite reluctant to leave and thus keep giving ourselves excuses that we haven’t finished our food.

In the end, we had to bid goodbye when Jin Mei’s mum and my mum called. Her mum’s shocked to find out that we were STILL sitting at the same place. XD

It was quite tiring (slept late, woke up early, glued my eyes to the TV instead of resting before driving and went out whole day till 4pm). Nevertheless, I’m very glad that we had lunch together. There weren’t any surprises or cake-cutting or singing, just four friends gathering together sampat-ing reminiscing the good old times (which was since, like, 8 years ago?) Everyone grew old up and is now either already in universities or getting ready to enter (yes, that’s me, the last one). We couldn’t say for sure when our next gathering is and that brings moisture to my eyes.

No photos taken that day ‘cause we were too busy talking. So, yeah, the photos below were copied and pasted from Facebook (according to birth dates)


Birthday girl JM




Me                                                               TH                                    KW



Dear Jin Mei,
Congrats in growing older!! Faster than anyone of us!! Haha… I know you are saying “You are the next, Barbara~” in your heart. Well, as Eileen likes to sms during our birthdays: “one year older, one year wiser”, hope that you learn and do well in Curtin. I know what’s your dream. Believe me; you will still be able to achieve it as long as you still have that passion. Fiona’s the best resemblance. Looking forward to see you in Perth soon and remember to come to Canberra. We shall go cram in Karen’s house before joining the Sydney gang and visit Tasmania!
Lots of love,
Barbara.

Sunday 3 January 2010

新年新展望之:我要成为一朵花

圣经告诉我们,我们就是上帝拣选的“世界的盐、世界的光”。
【馬太福音5:13-16
太5:13 你們是世上的鹽。鹽若失了味,怎能叫他再鹹呢?以後無用,不過丟在外面,被
人踐踏了。
太5:14 你們是世上的光。城造在山上是不能隱藏的。
太5:15 人點燈,不放在斗底下,是放在燈臺上,就照亮一家的人。
太5:16 你們的光也當這樣照在人前,叫他們看見你們的好行為,便將榮耀歸給你們在天上
的父。】

总是觉得这是一件很难的事情,因为……圣经嘛……自然就会联想到圣洁。一直都觉得自己是个罪人,不但不是个完人,还是个离“完人”这个项目/级别相当远的小屁孩普通人。

在这新的一年里(好像在致词哦~哈哈……),我当然有很多目标啦~旧到可以归为老掉牙的还是存在着,因为最实际嘛……呵呵……来来来,且来让我一一道说……不想听(看)?没得选择,因为这是我的部落格!哈哈……感觉2010还是延续着很废的精神啊……一定要写下来,不然到了异乡,肯定忘光了我……
  1. 好好读书、努力啃书、专心听课、准时交差、精确笔记,简单来说:不要不及格~
  2. 抓紧时间、走马看花,简单来说:玩得彻底点,不要后悔遗憾~
  3. 睁大眼睛、奋力交友,简单来说:找个男朋友谈个恋爱吧!哈哈……
  4. 把握机会、启动大脑,简单来说:学多一些才艺呗!顺便把生锈的琴技练一练……
  5. 活动胫骨、努力减肥,简单来说:摆脱6开头~
  6. 挥动笔墨、发挥想象,简单来说:发表好的作品
至于伟大一点点的,我想成为一朵花
当然,不是一朵带刺的玫瑰或则去选美的牡丹,当然,让我瞬间变温柔的兰花也是不可能的……

我只想当一朵普通的花,一朵有贡献的花

盛开时,它让空气充满芬芳香味、让世界变得五彩缤纷,也协助了植物的繁殖,同时喂饱了蜜蜂、蝴蝶和人们。

花凋谢了,不代表它死了,不代表它没有作为了。
相反地,它为成熟的果子铺好了路。
掉在泥土里,它成了最好的肥料。

化作春泥更护花
这是我的目标~

请不要误会,我没有牺牲自我这么伟大XD,只是希望我能成为
某人的帮助,
某人的依靠,
某人的欢乐泉源,
还有……当主的使徒。

话说……当朵莲花也不错,出淤泥而不染~(离题了喂!)

Question of the day:你们知道迷迭香的别名吗?“圣母玛丽亚的玫瑰”!


再次恭祝各位2010年快了!大家要平安、幸福、健康、快乐哦!

Saturday 2 January 2010

新年新展望之:前传~回顾感恩

2009年是很特别的一年,甚至可以说是我人生中的第一个转捩点。

史上第一次工作,而且是领白花花的银子,啊,薪水,还有扣钱还公积金,当然,压力也是实实在在的(还出题目叻)……呵呵……认识了好多好多学生(学弟妹),更体会了老师们不为人知的辛苦。上帝安排了绝佳的机会,让我深刻明白,单纯读书真的很幸福。半工半读不是普通人能做到的~

三个月的打工兼上会计课程是充实又快乐的一段日子。是一段这辈子都不会忘记的日子。是让自己日后明白朋友中单纯的友谊,没有职场的尔虞我诈的日子。

三月中,STPM成绩放榜的日子终于来临了,不管大家是期待还是逃避着,它,终究是出现了。

我对自己很失望,甚至可以说是20年来最失望的一次。

埋怨上帝吗?说没有是骗你的,是不是?呵呵……

但是说非常埋怨,我倒是对自己这次的反应有点意外。除了想哭,就是责怪自己。不敢把怨气全都吐在祂身上,因为毕竟是我自己的错。不够努力、有点贪玩、心理素质不够好(太容易被别人影响)……还有……太过自信/骄傲/自负,随便选一个词吧……应该都适用的……
成绩比预期中差是预料到的,只是没有想到只有一个A,如此一来,完全不能进英国的大学攻读法律啊……更遑论奖学金了……我申请的5间大学要求起码一个A,但是Pengajian Am的不算。我的A就是那科吖~不死心地(厚脸皮地)去要求大学再给我一个机会……于是在贵人(?)的帮助推荐下,UoB愿意格外开恩。你一定不能理解我那时有多开心吧?咯咯……

尔后,我仍然努力地应付各式各样的额外考试,就为了攻读法律系。四姨一直鼓励我去SMU读,一来,经费比较便宜;二来,录取的机会不低。但是,世事总是难料啊……我的SAT成绩相当不好,因此又错过了……

那时,我得到了USM教育系的面试通知。当临教的三个月,让我觉得这份工作其实很不错,尤其是在诗巫,可以说是最适合我的一份政府工作了……抱着姑且一试的心态,就这么飞去民都鲁了……是好胜的心作祟呗?我知道,只要我面试表现得好,就一定能中的,虽然大家都说我的3.42太低,教育系(理科)必须3.75以上,可是我真的对我的面试魅力(?!)很有信心。妈咪曾经提议,如果不想中,希望第四个选择(马大法律系)被考虑,我必须在这关败阵。可是,我就是忍不住不想输。你笑我吧~我就是这样……

五月尾,我得到了USM的录取信,是会计系!第一选择诶!那时的我,并没有很开心,因为这就意味着我必须放弃法律,一个在我心底扎根了十年的梦。大家都很为我感到开心,每个人比我开心,仿佛……只有我一个人没有很开心。犹豫了许久,终于下定决心……去了!匆匆忙忙寄出了答应接受录取书……

可是!
竟然!

是理大摆乌龙……我一直是觉得是电脑被人侵略啦……那时,我真的慌了……于是就拼命祷告,请求原谅,答应祂,不论接下来祂安排什么路,我都会乖乖地走……

祂真的就给了我一个考验:理大教育系。我哭着要求祂改变旨意,我真的不想放弃梦想。间中我一直都为了去UoB的事努力找路。钱不够?去借!去求!去讨!我几乎把国内所有的大公司都联络了……政府部门和政党不例外……整个人就是疯狂找钱……我真不愿意放弃……

最后……父母的选择是:去USM。他们不忍心我去英国过着半工半读,终日担心第二天的钱该从何处变出来……当时真的哭着、流泪着、万分不愿意着……订购机票启程……

我想……鼎胜说得很对……上帝不会无缘无故把一段不可能实现的梦(不可能发芽的种子)种在我的心里的……

就在去槟城的当天,我在KLIA收到QUT的法律系录取信。深思熟虑了一整天,跟【无缘的】学长学姐聚餐讨论后,我决定回来诗巫,全力准备去QUT的事宜。

但是……其实……
我并没有放弃英国。我连住宿的事宜都办妥了(房间号码都收到了)。还……开始了办visa,只是,line一直很卡,不能成功完成。我仍然努力地希望在最后一个月会出现奇迹。

而上帝
真的赐我一个奇迹。

在我努力寻找钱路时,JPA给我捎来了好消息。只要我能被世界前20的大学录取,不论什么科系,他们都能给我奖学金,名义是 program “Ivy League dan setara”. 一个我一直以为只包括美国前八和英国的牛津剑桥的计划,原来暗藏着ANU~澳洲国立大学。于是十万火急地申请……

最后,
就是如你们现在所知道的,我被ANU录取了,也成功得到JPA的奖学金。虽然不是我想要读的法律系(分数差两分啊,可恨!),起码是与之相关的会计系。日后再攻读第二学士(法律)还是有可能的……


Friday 1 January 2010

遗漏了两件事

事件一:
生平第一次(印象中)投稿啦!期待在报纸上看到自己的作品哦~祝我好运吧!



事件二:
我买了双新的运动鞋!





Reflection : Summary and links for 2009

January
Started teaching in SMK Methodist as a guru sandaran tidak terlatih. 1st job experience. So many sweet memories.
http://shiningice89-barbara.spaces.live.com/?_c11_BlogPart_BlogPart=blogview&_c=BlogPart&partqs=amonth%3d1%26ayear%3d2009

February
Getting used to jobland. Quite tired though since I was having account course in the morning and teaching in the afternoon.
http://shiningice89-barbara.spaces.live.com/?_c11_BlogPart_BlogPart=blogview&_c=BlogPart&partqs=amonth%3d2%26ayear%3d2009

March
Nerve-wrecking weeks for preparing this year's Form 1 1st Exam Geography paper. Spend endless hours marking BM essays. Got my STPM results and first time in years, I felt disappointed with myself, as in extremely disappointed.
http://shiningice89-barbara.spaces.live.com/?_c11_BlogPart_BlogPart=blogview&_c=BlogPart&partqs=amonth%3d3%26ayear%3d2009

April
Stopped working to concentrate on account course. Didn't want to fail like last time.
http://shiningice89-barbara.spaces.live.com/?_c11_BlogPart_BlogPart=blogview&_c=BlogPart&partqs=amonth%3d4%26ayear%3d2009

May
Went for several exams. Preparing to go to UK to read law. Never ever thought of giving up.
http://shiningice89-barbara.spaces.live.com/?_c11_BlogPart_BlogPart=blogview&_c=BlogPart&partqs=amonth%3d5%26ayear%3d2009

June
Mentally almost all prepared to fly. Had a hard time, mentally. Weeping throughout the month because Mum and Dad decided that going to USM is the best choice. Started this blog.
http://barbaraxuanyige.blogspot.com/2009_06_01_archive.html

July
Flew back to Sibu without enrolling in USM after receiving an offer from QUT. Still working on searching loans for UoB.
http://barbaraxuanyige.blogspot.com/2009_07_01_archive.html

August
Received news from JPA that they will only sponsor me if I get into top 20 universities in the world. Rushed to get all documents done for ANU. Got the scholarship under "Ivy League and Equivalent" programme. Truly a blessing from God.
http://barbaraxuanyige.blogspot.com/2009_08_01_archive.html

September
Trying hard to switch my mine to do Commerce at ANU. Started working at SMK Methodist again, this time as a guru ganti.
http://barbaraxuanyige.blogspot.com/2009_09_01_archive.html

October
Suddenly, teaching wasn't as fun. It's more of a pressure. Especially given the task to handle a bunch of monkeys XD and exam class where not many are willing to study.
http://barbaraxuanyige.blogspot.com/2009_10_01_archive.html

November
Got letter from BTN and had to finish all remaining jobs in less than 7 days. Totally exhausted.
http://barbaraxuanyige.blogspot.com/2009_11_01_archive.html

December
Obstacles were still everywhere on my path to University but till today, I can say, almost all is done. God leads me well
http://barbaraxuanyige.blogspot.com/2009_12_01_archive.html

没有汤圆的冬至节

今年,由于一些些突发小状况,因此我没有吃到汤圆。

这个,就期待明年有个爱人为我搓+煮吧!等你哦~

Iryu 《医龙》

Totally loved this drama and rewatch it, starting from Iryu 1. =) I will update more on this after I finish the whole thing (till Iryu 2) with Youtube links and my 感想 for every episode. Yes, you are not seeing things, EVERY episode. Oh my, I just have so much thoughts about it.

Stay tuned.

Or even better, watch it for yourself. It's so nice that you won't regret you started. You will only regret for not watching it earlier.

Resharing :无名英雄 The unsung heroes

I believe half of Sibu’s now in water. I had the urge to write this not because I’m trapped at home, but to voice out my heartfelt grateful to these heroes that save my life as well as my parents and also our pets and probably, my grandma too.


Last night we went for Hainan Association’s 新春联欢晚会。Normally mummy and I won’t join this. I often opted to go for the Mid-autumn Festival. However, surprisingly, mummy urged daddy to buy tickets for this year’s Chinese New Year gathering. She was thinking that if I go for university earlier than expected, I won’t be joining the Mid-autumn dinner. So, she wanted a family dinner at the association.

Yesterday morning, my house was kind of flooded. The main road had been flooded almost everyday since the last day of Mouse year. It was a bit more serious than usual. But since the water level drop significantly by 5pm, we decided to go after all. Before we went out, we put the new born kittens in one cage, the mother cat that caused us to worry whole afternoon in another cage, left the others free and pulled our dog in. We thought everything will be okay. Nevertheless, I brought my sandals along just in case we need to park our car at the higher area opposite and tread water back.

Unexpectedly, just as the Chinese proverb always say, man count no like sky count (人算不如天算), the water level rose up in a blink of eye. When we leave New Capital Restaurant at 9pm, we were trapped before Catholic High School. By 10pm, we parked our car near Li Hua Hotel and waited for daddy’s friend to fetch us home. However, the water level was really high and his car got trapped in the water too. So, I started to phone the authority for help. Using my handphone and dad’s, I called the Lanang police station, Sibu town centre police station, rescue team, flood operation room, 911, patrol police station and residence office. Basically, I phoned all possible paces for help. A total of 14 policemen and policewomen answered my calls or came to ask me personally. They all advised us to stay in the town till dawn. But mum’s really worried about our special ones at home. Personally, I was more worried about grandma. So, I tried my very best to seek for help. The policemen were strongly against my undesirable decision of walking home. Although it’s just a 5 minutes’ drive, the water was really swift and even policemen in Pajero don’t dare to go to our area. It’s one of the most dangerous areas in Sibu. I must give thumbs up to these policemen because they were still willing to help me to ask for other means of transportation so that we could home. Mind you, it was already 11.30pm and they were all very tired after patrolling through those areas. They could just ignore us and forced us to stay in town. Instead, they took down our details and paged for boats and trucks. Unfortunately, all the trucks were used to transport other victims from villages to schools. Thank God that he sent another 2 good Samaritans. These 2 marine police came in speed boat and sent us home. Hence, there we were, in the police speedboat in the middle of the night (I did check my watch, it was 12.08am when we past by a ship near the swan statue). It took us about 25 minutes to arrive the marine police jetty. On the way, I look down into the water with an inside out life jacket. To tell you the truth, I was scared by the look of rough seas. I prayed silently in my heart. If God has the power to calm the roughest sea, I believe He’ll lead us a safe journey home. The gigantic look of ships and harbour with endless planks did give me a sense of horror. Our speedboat stopped thrice due to planks stuck in the motor. But the voices of marine polices soothed my panicked heart. I was thinking hard, what was God's message to me through this incident? To love my country more? If you guys out there understand this, please enlighten me.It’s good that we live near Battalion 10. In fact, we were just 2 minutes walk from that jetty point. When we arrived there, the policemen that requested for boat rescue actually phoned us and said that he was truly pleased that we arrived home safe. Mum was so impressed with Malaysian police. We were all touched with their dedication.

We took 15 minutes or so to arrive home. At the U-turn junction, we saw 许长发(not sure if I get his name correct) taking photos. Home was never this far. The water level was until my thigh. I’m not a short person, so you can imagine how frightening the experience was. When Hilux drove past us, the water will become so strong that you might fall anytime. (ps: when we crossed the road, we saw a cyclist on his bicycle. The water had covered more than half of his tyres) I believed 120% that the policemen said the water is 3 feet deep. Arrived home safely at 12.40pm. Glad that we saved all kitten, cats and dog. Grandma’s room was dark, so I assumed she was alright. Aunty and cousin Alex waved to us, indicating things were okay.

Went to bed at 2pm.

A special thank you to the unsung heroes out there that were willing to save us, no matter how bad the weather is, no matter how difficult the task is.

TERIMA KASIH!!!


Photos can be viewed at http://shiningice89-barbara.spaces.live.com/default.aspx?_c01_BlogPart=blogentry&_c=BlogPart&handle=cns!A983A164DC8C553B!690

圣诞三部曲之三:Boxing day 2

Had a BBQ gathering at Aaron's on Boxing day night.

I grabbed copy and paste these photos from Benny and Jeffrey (Facebook), hence not going to label them with my blogspot. More can be found here http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?v=feed&story_fbid=223570198164&id=543123164#/album.php?aid=133074&id=550227814 here http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?v=feed&story_fbid=223570198164&id=543123164#/album.php?aid=133087&id=550227814 and here http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?v=feed&story_fbid=223570198164&id=543123164#/album.php?aid=186134&id=785809615 . You can see how much we enjoyed. It was so nice to get together with old friends, talking about old times, and sighing that how old we grew XD



Tonnes of food were served, as if we will starve. This is just the interior part.



Can you see where's Wei Yew?



Who should I blame for this terrified totally shocked expression of mine?



The normal and nice photo.



Can someone tell me what's going on between YK and Aaron?


Before everything's in place, you can see how messy and unorganised we were.


Man, this is a super flashlight.



I can understand why Jeffrey's starting to get impatient.



Sing Hoe, is something wrong?



We can see how much YK loves Wei Yew. To the extend he doesn't wish his lover's face to be revealed. So unlike Shakespeare.



There's an unexplainable barrier between me and Jacob.



I seriously don't know what's wrong with my thumb.


Ps: I didn't know Yeo Kiong well enough or did he changed? Haha.. His performance for the night~ woah! extremely shocking discovery for me. As for Wei Yew, yeah, he's the luckiest guy of the night and well, I seemed to really can't run away from his haunting. Haha.. Look carefully, he's almost next to me in every photo of mine. 难道这就是传说中的阴魂不散?!啊哈哈哈哈哈……

Guys, book me a place. I'll be coming next year!

【I just knew I had missed out something. Yeah, I finally get to meet Kelly in person!! Yup, that president of S.I.S hahaha.. She's smaller than I expected *envy* Hope we'll get to know each other more after I arrived Australia. Of course, that includes Angel. 】

整理时突然发现的一篇

既然事过境迁了,我想,po上来也无妨……

【Yesterday when I was surfing the net without any specific aims, I came across something named Yayasan Biasiswa Sarawak Tunku Abdul Rahman. At first I don't have any special feelings until I saw these:


Scholarship Name:Yayasan Biasiswa Sarawak Tunku Abdul Rahman
Field Of Study/Studies:locally or overseas
Eligibility:Sarawakian only.
Academic excellence, actively involved in co-curriculum activities socio-economics.
Grade B in each subjects in STPM or CGPA/PNGK 3 and above for Certificate/Diploma or Matriculation.

I was like screaming at myself. Why didn't I ever come across this? A real deep thought reveals that someone told me that this is something that is impossible to get. All these years, he only knows that 1 person in Sarawak got this to do PhD.

I checked all links and found out that for around 20 years, say 100 students got it.

I wanted to download and fill the form straightaway but was shocked that there was no dateline. I searched through the net and find NOTHING about the dateline. My newspapers are in Chinese, so the part where Closing Date : Will be advertised time to time in local newspaper doesn't apply to me.

I tried to ask but the online system wasn't working. I tried to e-mail them but was rejected.

*sigh*
*sob*

I'm going to pray really hard this time that they will at least accept my application and of course hopefully grant me a scholarship. 5 years bond is really OK for me.

Hence, I hope that God listens to this prayer and show me a bright path. Please also pray for my dream to come true. Thank you very much (in advance)】

最后,上帝并没有应允我这份。但是,我相信祂的安排……

学校生活照片之:Teachers

老师照片大集合啦~可是……大多数是明和老师们……呜呜……原本想在年终晚宴拍照的我,被迫提早回家(因为第二天要乘搭飞机去Sepang),计划泡汤啦……

http://www.facebook.com/photos.php?id=543123164#/album.php?aid=125189&id=543123164

学校生活照片之:4 Hoover

接下来是4 Hoover哦~

http://www.facebook.com/photos.php?id=543123164#/album.php?aid=125137&id=543123164

有些爱情(?!)照,欢迎加油添醋~呵呵……

学校生活照片之:4 Einstein

第二组出场的是4 Einstein啦~

http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?v=feed&story_fbid=223540978164&id=543123164#/album.php?aid=125173&id=543123164

请不要被里头的画面吓到咯~

学校生活照片之:4 Tekun

现在不打算上载所有照片,因为真的还蛮多的,不过给大家一个link吧……如果你是我Facebook的朋友,浏览那些照片应该是没有问题的。

http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?v=feed&story_fbid=223540978164&id=543123164#/album.php?aid=124975&id=543123164

纯分享 之: We are the reason

小妹介绍的video,我个人觉得很不错,挺有意思的。如果要English subbed的版本,从这儿去Youtube,右手边的栏里有link。

德基,如果我们这儿有这种水准,那该多好,厚?


老板,我真的服了你~

又是介绍Park Jin Young的clips啦~

说实话,这个老板(JYP Entertainment)很可爱啊……虽然不是帅哥型的(as in 花美男),但绝对是个很敬业的艺人,也是一个很有影响力、很成功的老板。

个人对他的希望:及早寻觅到爱人,结婚去吧!=】呵呵……我会祝福你的!还有,事业更上一层楼~

【更新:Park Jin-young married his wife, Yoon Jeong-seo, in 1999. It was announced in March 2009 that the couple would be divorcing after 10 years of marriage. On the official JYP website, Park noted that although they have been together for 16 years, they grew apart and eventually decided to go their separate ways.
我终于明白他为什么说自己不是一个好情人了……啊……我可以偷偷希望他们复合吗?】



圣诞三部曲之三:Boxing day 1

A new milestone!

I COOKED a dish!!

Okay, it's just a scrambled egg but mind you, this is my first attempt to fry something without parents beside me. =) Give me a big hand, please.


This is the overall picture. The two black flakes are burnt eggs (as if to reconfirm I'm a newbie to kitchen).


Diagonal view.

Okay, let's take a look, nearer please.


Oops, too focused and blurred.


Add in a spotlight and, whoa! Nothing much can be seen XD.


After some adjustments, ah, this looks better real.


This is the inside view.


My scrambled eggs may not look appealling but nevertheless, I think it was pretty okay. Should have add more butter, less milk and 1 more toast. =) Shall do better next time. Who wants to try? Line up and make an appointment. I have a tight schedule XP

圣诞三部曲之二:圣诞节

Skipped church this year due to an illusion of heavy rain. Felt kinda guilty about that.

Anyway, this is the card I got from Mum and Dad. Didn't get any presents this year because they don't know what to buy XD Instead, I got an "angpow" and is allowed to get anything I like with it. But, for your information, RM 50 isn't really enough and even with Mum's second packet, I still can't really buy the things I want. *sigh* Blame it on inflation

 


圣诞三部曲之一:平安夜

Had a great Christmas' Eve dinner at Kingwood Hotel, Sibu. Of course, there are still lots of places that they can improve, but overall, satisfactory was achieved.


1st round of our "feast"


The lights were broken and out-of-order =.=ll


Mum's really not good with digital cameras. Or is it because I'm too fat?

What time is it now? 童鞋,记住:一寸光阴一寸金~

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