I'm thinking of going to church tonight. Slept at 2am again this morning. Thinking a lot, but nothing came out in the end. I made a "deal" with God. If He sends 3 person before 9am tomorrow to tell me it's His wish I do education, I shall go to Penang. If not, I'll regard this as a test, a test to my passion of law. Deep down in my heart though, I don't want them to turn up XD
Giving up isn't easy, no matter whichever choice. The Road Not Taken ~ Shall I take the greener one?
The only reason standing between me and QUT is the burden my parents need to share with me in the future 10 years.
The only reason standing between me and USM is the regret I can't do my ambition, after I rejected JPA UK.
*sigh*
Life~
Anyway, Happy Fathers' Day to all the daddy(s) in the world. [This way I won't miss out anyone]. Maybe you are my old classmate and already had a kiddy or two. Who knows?
To Mr Tan Chuan Pok, THANK YOU for being my earthly father, bearing me in everything.
To Lord my heavenly father, THANK YOU for loving me and enduring my selfishness.
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