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Tuesday, 4 August 2009

It's amazing

My mood started to turn down again. Avoid waking up in the mornings just because I fear myself being rejected. And when I tend to complain about the world again, I came by this e-mail from Kim Ying. It was almost the same as the SMS from Sing Teck, so I didn't really take great care reading carefully. I just smile at those sentences until the last line is revealed. Can't help grinning and being amazed at God's timing. Okay, this is part of it:

Life Is a Gift
生命是一份禮物
Today before you say an unkind word - Think of someone who can't speak.
今天,當你要講一句不善之言--請想想那些無法講話的人
Before you complain about the taste of your food - Think of someonewho has nothing to eat.
當你要埋怨食物的味道時--請想想那些沒有食物吃的人
Before you complain about your husband or wife - Think of someonewho's crying out to GOD for a companion.
當你要埋怨你的先生或太太時--請想想那些在向上天哭訴要一個伴侶的人
Today before you complain about life - Think of someone who died too early on this earth.
今天,當你要埋怨生活時--請想想那些太早離開人世間的人
Before you complain about your children - Think of someone who desires children but they're barren...
當你要埋怨小孩時--請想想那些渴望小孩而無能生育的人
Before you argue about your dirty house someone didn't clean or sweep - Think of the people who are living in the streets.
當你要爭論沒有人清理屋子時--請想想那些住? 诮诌叺娜?
Before whining about the distance you drive- Think of someone whowalks the same distance with their feet.
當你在哀訴駕駛的路程--請想想那些同樣的路程以代步的人
And when you are tired and complain about your job - Think of the unemployed, the disabled, and those who wish they had your job..
當你很疲備而埋怨工作時--請想想那些無工作,殘疾的,及那些多麼希望擁有你這份工作的人!
But before you think of pointing the finger or condemning another - Remember that none of us is without sin.
當你想要指著人或互相譴責時--請記得沒有一個人是無罪
My favourite is this ~
And when depressing thoughts seem to get you down - Put a smile on your face and think: you're alive and still around.
當壓抑的念頭讓你無法振作時--請你笑一笑想想:你還活著存在世
It seems so easy to blame God for the unhappiness, but it's so difficult to give thanks to the Lord for his blessings.
It seems so easy to whine everyday with tears, but it's so difficult to treat yourself nicely with a warm smile every morning.
Is this true?
Give it a deep thought.
ps:等了许久,终于允浩又上报了!呵呵……很开心看到他的照片,可是……标题……有点……呃……那个……《允浩自爆压力大,曾差点患忧郁症》。是说去日本时举目无亲,又不会日语,沟通和日常生活带给他们很大的压力。吖我就想起啊,他的粉丝/后援会主席曾联同另两个会员去给各大报馆送食物,请各记者高抬贵手,写他主演新戏的新闻时多多支持肯定。有关消息还说,这不是第一次有粉丝这么做。别的艺人甚至有粉丝送食物给整个剧组(工作人员最开心,因为食物比普通便当好吃很多XD)我不懂他们的想法啦……如果是我,我会觉得压力很大诶……感觉上in progress的东西要低调一点,等成品出来了在轰炸还来得及,起码过程中可以尽力发挥。还是我这种心态就是不适合当明星的?哈哈……
ps又ps:话说,我最近都很“积极”去kanahagino(对了小妹,你懂这个名字是什么意思吗?)的部落格留言,可是不论他/她(直觉告诉我是个女生)怎么说,我还是很爱我们家允浩(不要K我啊……小妹不也把孙自佑纳为自家的咯?)哈哈……SuJu是很可爱又很搞笑啦,Kibum嘛长的足帅一下,我还是比较喜欢DBSK诶~
ps再ps:有一刹那,我想起Jian Ang……
再接再厉地ps:昨天看SuJu的EHB(exploration of the human body)节目时,因为太好笑,做了很丢脸的事,才发现……原来……有些人的留言……是真的!体会到了 【汗】

Monday, 3 August 2009

伤魂

伤魂

热情的双眸 灭了火
温暖的怀抱 降了温
爱怜的话语 哑了声
曾经的良人 变了心

山盟海誓 你绝情地抛空
泪流成河 我绝望地转身

何去何从 破碎的心早已没有方向
行尸走肉 受伤的魂早已没有知觉

http://www.worldchinesewriters.com/forum/index.php?topic=692.0

懒惰虫侵袭我的脑袋瓜儿

本该很早很早起床做IELTS的功课滴……可是,我最近在YouTube发现很好笑很好笑的节目,昨晚看了两集(恭喜自己忍住心魔,只看两集!哈哈……)到午夜十二点半(不是午夜香吻哦~)。所以今天当然没有很早醒,还赖床到手机开机后播两次的《love in the ice》(就是来了两封信息啦)才磨蹭着醒来……

现在本该写作文的我,却呆在电脑前打部落格……原本用来说服自己上网的原因也很烂一下:为了check mail……说什么也许大学来信之类的……摆明自己骗自己啦……

好咯……我闪……闪去看幽管……哈哈……

话说,这集是关于让人忍不住狂笑的气体
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jNklR2wabuA&feature=related
看了也许心情会比较好?呵呵……

Sunday, 2 August 2009

nothing much today

Slept pretty early last night (11pm's counted as early for a recently-3am-sleeper like me). Woke up pretty late though since mum said she'll help me rearrange my room. Her pantang of can only move furnitures in the morning. Still managed to change the layout, but not according what I had planned earlier. Now it's like my old bedroom, just that there are more books, more papers, and more boxes. >< But at least, today's it's neat and tidy. (Of course, this is only day 1. I bet by end of this week, everything's messy again)

Got some scoldings from mum because I didn't performed up to her standard. Whatever. As long as I can survive in this room, I'm sure there's no big problem.

Went through tonnes of papers and found lots of nostalgic stuffs since yesterday. Shall sort things up and post them one by one in the coming weeks before I sealed part of them up. Really want to get rid of the boxes (and spider webs with my hair in them!) that are starting to dominate my room. By the way, should I just cut my hair short? It seems that the texture's getting worse and worse. Plus, it terrifies me seeing my hair EVERYWHERE.

Even thought of writing a blog on artists that I can recognise through their voice and another on similar faces among Asian artists. But before all of that, I want to change my background first. Then perhaps add a few things to cheerish the lil' blog of mine.

Started to get interested in a blog and leaving comments there must be in standard English. You know lar, people write in proper English, very paiseh to write broken English, kan? Haha.. In fact writing in full words instead of SMS language is quite nice.

Waiting for Jed to set up his new blog. Really slow moh~ Just now while nibbling on my apple, I asked him about the progress and as expected, still at stage 1 : thinking. Not even planning moh~ Hey guys, help me to nag him and speed him up.

Just back from evening service. Today's topic is 《做与众不同的仆人》. Got us thinking back to all those things that we had done. It's a nice reflecting theme and also teaches us to think what we should do in the future. Then it's time for 圣餐. Mum cried while praying after we went on stage because she accidentally spilt sime of her drink. She is really tired these days. Not even having enough strength to hold a tiny cup of drink. *sigh*

What else? Let's see... Okay, I'm still waiting for replies. Meanwhile, I'm working on my IELTS. These days I seem to get lazier and lazier. Not having any mood to do my homework. I still have 2 reading, 3 essays and 2 corrections. This always make up the last line on my task list. *sigh* If God arranged me to start uni next year, I shall need to learn how to
  1. swim
  2. cook
  3. cycle
  4. bake
  5. dance
  6. play a musical instrument, preferebly the guitar

and train myself to

  1. be independent
  2. blue belt
  3. jog everyday
  4. start reading 4 verses of my bible everyday again
  5. finish reading those books stacked at home
  6. start using the dictionary again
  7. produce at least 1 piece everyday

I guess that's all from me today. Good night and God bless~

Friday, 31 July 2009

as usual, none fulfilled (quite)

  1. slept at 2.45 am, way past the scheduled 10.pm *sigh*
  2. woke up at near 10am (woke up several times before that, but unwilling to get out of bed) *sigh*
  3. reading still yet to be completed. I didn't touch my corrections. *sigh*
  4. no news from ANU. *sigh* Bristol e-mailed me though.
  5. expectedly, JPA didn't call or e-mail me. *sigh*
  6. went to YouTube this morning, opened a few videos but just manage to watch just now. not too interesting or hilarious. *sigh*
  7. no big discoveries *sigh*
  8. I have no idea what is classified as "love God more" *sigh*

nothing more but sigh.

Tonight I must force myself to get away from the computer. Plan to wake up real early tomorrow and change my bedroom layout. Have to miss out training. Need to reschedule my body alarm. Need to produce those pieces to be sent to newspapers.

Went through other people's blog again. Thought that I can at least get some recommendations from Allen. Turns out that his "good song" was DBSK's "Why did I fall in love with you?" from this very blog of mine. >.<

Rotting at home, in front of the laptop. =.=lll

Hope that the good news will come soon and that I at least have a direction to run to. =)

Pray hard that everything will turn out well, no matter it's for me, my family, my friends or other people that I care for.

Have a nice day~

What time is it now? 童鞋,记住:一寸光阴一寸金~

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