给电视迷的小小警告

如果你像当年的我一样，是不分昼夜、不管类型、不理内容的标准电视迷，那就请止步吧！这篇不适合你～ =)

但是，如果你是属于看电视剧要求颇高/凭感觉的现代电视迷，我必须慎重“警告”你，追电视剧千万不要单纯因为喜欢某个角色by某个演员，不然你会很痛苦的……

亲身体验：

（这5个人当中，Kim Joon(25)最大，然后竟然是Koo Hye Sun (25) 【保养太好了！】，center是Kim Hyun Joong (23)，再来是Lee Min Ho (22)，magnae是Kim Bum (20)）

因为金贤重而去追《花样男子》……第一集的开场因为“神话集团”而让我忍不住继续往下看（脑中浮现的句子却是：神话有跟他们收肖像权的费用吗？）然后金丝草（Geum Jan Di）【Koo Hye Sun 饰】出现的画面实在太好笑了，就决定追了！！

很期待尹智厚（Yoon Ji Hoo）【金贤重 饰】的出现……结果……结果……（因为事先有人告诉我看尹智厚这个角色会感到浓浓的悲伤，我就很早早做好心理准备）……第一个让我哭的人却是女主角……第一个让我有心痛的感觉是尹智厚的前女朋友（Min Seo Hyun）【Han Chae Young 饰】×我一定要说！！韩彩英很漂亮啊！！高挑的身材，太赞了！！×……当这两个女生出现在他的身旁时，眼光总是不知不觉被她们吸引……结果……我就得一直rewind，就为了看金贤重的脸……（痴心的粉丝啊……【叹】）话说，有一幕他说：“I'm cold……” 低沉的声音有让我的心跳漏了一拍，而且是重播几次，就漏了几拍……+) 我个人觉得，很多时候，他在演他自己……尤其是跟Seo Hyun说：“我不喜欢这张照片（超级迷你连身裙）”，根本就是金贤重的心声啊……表情什么的都很自己啊……

其他F4成员和配角，我个人蛮喜欢So Yi Jung 【Kim Bum 饰】。帅哥一个，竟然比我小！！羡慕啊～～

还有女主角的朋友Chu Ga Eul 【Kim So Eun 饰】也是比我小！！啊～～～
别问我为什么呐喊，女人对年龄这回事总是特别敏感滴！

不得不说，金丝草的弟弟（Geum Kang San ）【Park Ji Bin 饰】让我颇为意外。这个小朋友还真红啊～到处都可以看到他似的……在这部戏剧当中，减去资深的30岁以上演员，这个小朋友的拍戏资历几乎在中间了，超越一众男女主角、男女配角……人家2003年就开始投身戏剧界了……MBC、KBS的儿童演员奖都得过了……

我觉得Jan Di的父母都很可爱，她打工地方的manager也是，还有Gu Jun Pyo 【Lee Min Ho 饰】的管家和秘书都很性格一下。

3个捣乱（？）团，我原本没有很喜欢，可是，其中一个就是拍到一半就自杀的女演员，我就忽然没有很讨厌去……

SS501客串演出，看得出亨俊小小紧张噢……圭钟很意外地很抢镜……永生的镜头稍嫌太少……

女主角的假好朋友Oh Min Ji 【Lee Si Young 饰】，我原本以为洋娃娃般的她只是花瓶一个，想不到演技不错哦～心理变态层次和委屈痛苦都演得很好……

我很喜欢的金贤珠就快出场了，她饰演男主角的姐姐Gu Jun Hee。

好了，我们回到重点>> 因为是冲着金贤重而开始看的，所以，当Jan Di可能选择Jun Pyo时，我的心就开始抽痛了（太入戏了吧你）……每次他很痛苦时，我也很难过啊……现在才看完6集啊……我该怎么撑到第25集的大结局啊？×痛苦痛苦痛苦× 尤其是已经知道最终Jan Di 不会选Ji Hoo，我该怎么办啊？（喂！Get hold of yourself！）【叹】可是，因为真的很不错，我决定看完整片后再去下载……×自虐×

后悔

后悔之所以被称为后悔的原因，你知道吗？

后——往往都是事情发生以后，我们才会后悔。能在事情发生之前就觉悟，你要么先知，要么是成功人士。

悔——忏悔自己所做的事，用心去想每件错事。


好吧，你可以忽略我这个在睡觉前忽然想到的解释法。

ps: 今天没有去找工作，在家里等信，不过……好像……没有诶～待会儿得拨电话了……【叹】

Exams

Exams are supposed to test what we know, right?

Why does exam always makes us disappointed with ourselves?

It's like no matter how hard you try, the questions varies from the book and the logic suddenly changes.

And then we'll be weeping that we didn't try hard enough. That we should have studied more. That we should ignore the TV and computer earlier.

The worst part is when you knew you understood, you knew the answer but when you look at the paper when given back, you wrote something really absurd. Of course, this includes circling the wrong answer or even blacken the wrong oval on the subjective paper.

I used to love exams. It's like the sole way to prove my existence. I'm totally not the atheletic type. But after major "failures" (a.k.a results not up to my expectations), I felt tired. Yet I still want exams to prove that the last failure was just because a minor slip. Contradictory personality, ain't?

Future

Future's full of unexpectancy
What's behind the bush?
What's waiting for us at the end of the long winding road?
Hope or despair?
That's what I'm afraid of,
the feeling of insecureness...

I'm tired and sick, am I THAT old?

Went out before 9am to look for jobs.

Started off with SMK Bukit 5 which is the nearest to my house. Nice guard. Petite principal. Friendly staffs. No vacancies.

Went to SMK Lanang. Tough guard. OK clerk. I think I saw James Fam. No vacancies.

Next is SJK (C) Thai Kwang. Homely feel. Friendly clerks. Known headmaster. A bit headache from the screaming+running kids and that fertiliser smell I ocassionally smelt during church service. No vacancies.

4th on the list is SMK Bukit Assek. Warm guard with a cute (?) dog. Nice teachers. OK vice principal. No vacancies.

Then I hopped in SMK Chung Hua. Cute old guard. Friendly teachers. Smiling vice principal. No vacancies.

Lastly, I entered SJK (C) Tiong Hin. A-bit-fierce guard. Cute clerk. Super-cute headmaster. OK vice principal. Finally, a maybe-yes vacancy in the second half of this month. YES!!! 哈利路亚～

Ended the job search at 11.30am. So tiring after walking so much. I think it's the most rigorous exercise I had in months. Good start of this month (?) 's plan to get rid some of my fat. Why oh why do the government schools need to be this big?! It's like 5 HUGE buildings there with sufficient parking lots and only 3 were used? LOL... Even the teachers' office were much better than Metho. You know those government departments with cushioned dividers? Ah... How I wish I am part of the staff *being whacked for 虚荣* I guess the only school I didn't get lost was Chung Hua. Mind you, I am the kind that really have the sense of direction.

Caught a few drops of rain when coming out from SMK Lanang (the guard refuses my car to enter after she saw my school logo). By the time I bathed at 4pm, I was having sorethroat and running nose. Duh~ I guess I'm going to fall ill anytime, soon.

Still no letter from JPA. Really worried now. *sigh*

Plan to hunt for another job tomorrow with the hope of securing a job by next week. Of course, a high-paid salary kind XD


Hooked on YouTube once more. It's 《花样男子》this time. Honestly, I watched this because of Kim Hyun Joong. Plus, there's such a big commotion. And... I didn't regret tuning into episode 1. It's so hilarious, yet sad at a point (anyway, someone told me to be ready for this emotion, but I think it's too early to feel this. I am supposed to feel this at the later stage), and make me angry at times. I'd definitely recommend you guys to watch when you are free. PS: Jan Di's little brother is Kyung Min from 《我男人的女人》。Born in 1995, he has already won a few awards and is actually more experienced in acting than the Korean F4+ female leads.

Then it's 《痞子英雄》on ShuangXing. Another hilarious, yet exciting, but at times sad drama. I watched this because when the casts and director+producer夫妻 went to 小燕姐's 《百万小学堂》，she revealed that 赵又廷got an awful nosebleed after the hot scene of kissing隋棠。I'm anticipating it. =) By the way, did I really leave Taiwanese dramas that long? I can only recognise the older actors. Those newbies, I guess I only know 赵又廷, which is one of the main lead beside 周渝民。Although I had only watched 2 episodes (too), I'd recommend this too.

结论for this part：the genre for all dramas, regardless nationality, to attract young viewers currently is comedy. Of course, top it with endless romance scene and actions. ^^