纪念

感觉上总得说点什么纪念一下自己莫名其妙地当了两年学姐，明年就这样莫名其妙加入想要毕业的大学生了……还有，纪念一下已失去的那些青春年华……顺便纪念一下到了现在还没有到过moosehead喝醉了丑陋百态和交不到男朋友的真实悲情故事。

到了某个年龄，会忽然发现自己很在意年纪，会很喜欢想当年，会很喜欢多愁善感，会开始笑别人少年不知愁滋味，会开始发现自己体力下降，会发现自己熬了夜很快老很难补。也会看得很开，或很容易钻牛角尖。

然后，开始很讨厌别人知道自己的弱点，很讨厌别人想尽办法挖自己的消息，更讨厌说话前要三思：思时机、思地点、思后果。很讨厌人际关系变得复杂。更讨厌自己的一些嘴脸。真心的觉得自己不得金马影后真对不起自己。鄙视自己？也许吧……

考完试了，就这么考完了。觉没睡好饭没吃饱书没读好地就这么结束了两年。对于成绩，不像中一中五般对自己苛刻，要求自己多加那一步进入班上前十，就为了一雪小学全校第一后中学一直拿第十一名的屈辱；反而像中六，对于“不及格”这三个字已经免疫，读书不再是死命读死命背，而是在用五颜六色的笔抄notes的时候，在脑海里编故事。不过有些科目真的不是我的菜，别说编故事，就是看着它都会比任何历史书还好催眠。

看得更开了。如果已经不能做些什么了，就别纠结别郁闷。船到桥头自然直。Everything happens for a reason。

嗯，就这样。虽然我也不知道为什么打下去读起来这么地emo，而且结尾还是放上一张某晚在图书馆拍的照片。现在才发现Chifley 4楼不只是睡觉的好地方，其实……它真的是用来读书的。看看考试期间，那抢座位的战争啊！跟开学的tutorial enrolment有过而无不及啊！

13 October 2011

You emerged

as Satan's prey

No one should be blame

not even Satan



Ask yourself

why do you stray away from God?

Ask yourself

aren't you ashamed with things done?

Ask yourself

what made you be the lurer?

Ask yourself

where has your morality gone?



Washed down the drain thy nobilty

Eaten by the darkness thy honesty



Do you still remember your promise?

your promise to nurture

to nurture your integrity

to nurture your virtues



to be that righteous you

that righteous you

that God had shaped you in your mother's womb



As long as this piece exists

it shall serve as a warning

an eternal warning

of your wrongful deeds


original source: http://blog.renren.com/blog/346901925/769151982?frommyblog

真的想好好写一篇啊……（外加这个星期的简单报告）

好想好想回到当初（什么时候？？）可以慢慢构思部落格的内容，然后开开心心花两个小时以上写文章的日子啊～～～～～～～ 现在是连新诗啊什么都没有写的状况，甚至！！照片都还没有从照相机和手机（啊去年签约时选择这台真的太明智了！5.0 megapixel让照相成为一种乐趣，品质一整个不输普通数码相机，甚至还多了一种难以言喻的诗情画意！）转存在硬盘里……【跪】

这个星期三是ANU大学生正式开始term 2的日子……我不知道别人啦，不过这个Week 8虽然只有短短的3天，我却觉得是the deadliest week！从来没有翘课翘成这样的！！单单1个assignment、1个mid-sem exam和1个make-up lecture就能把我的生活整个打乱，生理、心理、居家环境全都变得惨不忍睹……

结果！！一眨眼，又到星期日了！什么都还没有做，又要开始新的一个星期了，还是full week。现在明白了为什么later year students虽然每个星期contact hours只有区区12至15小时，每个人还是要死不活般……尤其是CBE里各个school的assignment due dates一起来的时候，吼！ANU里你会到处（尤其是图书馆和computer labs——因为24小时全开，大家从图书馆转战）看到zombies和……依然很开始踢球喝酒开派对的arts学生……【泣】

各位，我就先闪啦……对于mid-sem考试一半以上不会做，四分之一看到题目是脑袋一片空白，剩下的四分之一非常确定是对的比分却只占10%的愧疚感，现在能好好刺激我努力用功读书……

till the next time we meet！

新年新希望之目标

又来到一年一度的订制目标的时候啦～～所谓“一年之计在于春，一日之计在于晨”，现在虽然严格来说，北半球还是冬天，但是住在赤道的我，当然是根据阳历安排事务了，是不是？不然等我开始设下目标，我人都到澳洲了吖！

啊？什么？10号不嫌太迟吗？这个童鞋，你有所不知啦……It's better to be late than never，知道吗？好歹我现在有心要写嘛……XDD

先列下今年的20大（小）目标好了～

1. 全年至少拿3个HD，1个D，务必全pass
2. 每天的功课和笔记，当天就做完，不拖欠
3. 严格守着自制的时间表（不为戏剧熬夜、assignment不等最后一秒动工、准时手洗衣服）
4. 每天多喝水、吃菜和水果
5. 学会煮至少5道菜
6. 减15公斤
7. 学会骑脚踏车和重新学习游泳
8. 学弹吉他或溜冰或打保龄球
9. 考取国际驾照
10. 去Snowy Mountain滑雪
11. 每个星期最起码去gym5次、湖边1次
12. 每周写最少两篇文章或投稿一次
13. 每天都更新部落格
14. 尝试提升自己的拍照技术
15. 自学基本的韩语
16. 每个月阅读最少一本非课本类或参考书类的书籍
17. 参加至少一个学术性的比赛
18. 游遍Canberra
19. 买一盆仙人掌
20. 每个星期日都去崇拜『这么重要的事情差点忘记了【跪】』

extra：投票（如果政府真的让我今年在High Commission履行人民的义务）

第一次，发现原来设下20个目标这么难！大概是因为长大了，了解目标不是订了好看的……也明白达成目标比想象中的难！

好了，终于可以结束这个“新年新希望”系列。再次祝大家2011快乐！提醒大家万事小心，好好照顾自己！

挫折——当头棒喝

再次经历挫折。感谢主，之前的20年没有白活，心脏已被重度训练：你要坚强啊～一切不过浮云……

失望是难免的……
尤其是没有吸取教训地：
1）期望过高
2）努力不足
3）鸡婆过度
4）自制不够

但是，哭过了就要开始为下一步路准备。Never look back, it will only slow you down.

写，是为了记录自己的错，下次才不会再犯。

加油吧！你行的！！记得主爱你！

Love is…… 【another tagging blog】

Haven't done this for ages since the main tagger of mine (which is also the person who tagged and left a notice for me to do it XD) hasn't been tagged for quite a while. Amidst the frustration of packing, writing this post seems to be a good idea =)

RULES TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS:



Put your music library on shuffle. For each question, press the next button to get your answer. You must write that song title as the answer to the question,no matter how silly it sounds! Most of the time they seem to work though, strangely enough. Ok, go! When you're done, tag 20 people in this note, and make sure to tag the person who sent you this. The answer to #20 is the Title of your note.

1.If someone says, “Is this okay?” you say
When I First Kissed You —— 동방신기
【I don't know why but this sounds correct, just that the order of the sentence is weird.】
2. How would you describe yourself?
云中月圆 —— 王识贤 & 孙淑媚
【So, I'm REALLY that round?】
3. What do you like in a guy/girl?)
Too Much —— Crown J & Seo In Young
【I guess I'm the kind who will love everything in a person, or at least will like too much in a person before starting a relationship?】
4. How do you feel today?
When There Was You And Me —— High School Musical
【I'm seriously missing the good old times lately】
5. What is your life’s purpose?
Step by step —— Ziggy (Detective Conan)
【To conquer the world step by step? XDD】
6. What's your motto?
一剪梅 —— 费玉清
【不经一番寒彻骨，焉得梅花扑鼻香】
7. What do your friends think of you?
让我爱你 —— 周渝民
【Thank you!! I know I'm lovable～】
8. What do you think of your parents?
12点34分 (Nothing Better) ——东方神起
【No one can love me more or be better to me than my parents *LOVE*】
9. What do you think about very often?
Seven Days —— Craig David
【I think about life, dear.】
10. What is 2 + 2?
Stop And Stare —— One Republic
【Fine, I admit!! My maths skills deteriorated.】
11. What do you think of your best friend(s)?
死心眼——彭佳慧
【In a way, yes, they are stubborn.】
12. What do you think of the person you like?
Monologue (산부인과 OST (Part 2))
【Monologue? Does that mean he's willing to listen to this chatterbox?】
13. What is your life story?
1973 —— James Blunt
【My life? Which officially starts at 1989 has already been talked about since 1973? I'm flattered to be famous.】
14. What do you want to be when you grow up?
Listen To Your Heart
【I'm always the best listener. =) 】
15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
不像话 —— 尹河 （个人趣向OST）
【I wonder what makes me think that way……】
16. What will you dance to at your wedding?
Last Thing On My Mind —— Ronan Keating
【Not too bad to start off. Soft rhumba?】
17. What will they play at your funeral?
倒带 (instrumental)
【This answer is just so epic.】
18. What is your biggest fear?
原来你也唱过我的歌 —— 梁静茹
【Am I that afraid to be same as others?】
19. What is your biggest secret?
是你决定我的伤心 —— 李圣杰 & 张玉华
【Duh.. My secret revealed!! I'm not as strong as you think.】


20. What will you post this as?
Love is…… —— Brown Eyed Girls (Jea & Miryo)
【Oh yeah, let's check on this topic in details...】


Names of human tagged:

1. Allen Y
2. Ing Ying K
3. Benny D
4. Jed T
5. Charles C
6. WoonJi J
7. Sonia L
8. Claire C
9. Jasmine F
10. Christine L
11. Doreen C
12. Daphne T
13. Fiona T
14. Florence T
15. Yang Yi
16. Jenny L
17. Tin Yee L
18. Lesley T
19. Mei Ying T
20. Zhong Ing T

放弃还是坚持？

不知不觉，Term 4开始了……
不知不觉，Week 11要结束了……
不知不觉，Semester 2的final要来了……
不知不觉，我的开夜车的技术也进步了……

赶assignments至凌晨是家常便饭。6am才睡觉也不是commercial law的专有了……如果说我是最后一天才做，熬个通宵我是没啥意见，可是这次的accounting，我足足花了2个星期，仍然到5am才能睡。重点是：它还是不平的！！

史上第一次，我感觉到崩溃了……那种坐在电脑面前看不出它哪儿出错，一直着急，越心急越不能看清……好想好想哭……也很想很想吐……

现在还有最后一次机会，放弃其中一科，虽然academic transcript上不会写FAIL，可是会有WITHDRAWAL WITHOUT FAIL啊～
都坚持到现在了，再过两个星期就期末考了，真的要放弃吗？
我不甘心啊……我的要求真的不高，低空飞过的PASS，我都不会埋怨了……真的要放弃吗？
我其实都还蛮喜欢这些科目的，虽然难到我根本听不懂好多东西，可是……真的要放弃吗？
明年再拿一次的感觉，我不会喜欢……真的要放弃吗？

好迷茫吖……

大家帮帮忙代祷，让上帝给我指引一条通向荣耀的路吧……

阿门。

Floriade 2010, Canberra, Australia.

I'm happy =)

Despite being too nervous giving myself too much pressure because I really want to do well in accounting and ended up vomitting portion of my breakfast before the BUSN1002 exam starts (yuck!), it's a wonderful day.

Finally got my commercial law tutorial paper 1.  I don't care if you guys are saying that BUSN1101 is giving out HDs for all tutorial papers (which is obviously not the case as I can see) or 86 is too "digusting", I'm still pleased with my work. I really did work hard for this, staying up till 6am and not finishing it last minute (yeah, I did some amendments on Sunday, but hey! at least I printed them out before 12am).  I guess loving a subject or not makes huge difference. And I don't have a law school boyfriend to help me out. =D

EMET1001 tutorial test 2 was given back. Didn't get full marks but wasn't surprise since I barely finished at the tenth minute. Made some silly mistakes that seriously need some attention so that these won't be repeated at next Tuesday's mid-term exam. Shall work hard on this and start knocking on Tom's door this weekend. The consequences of not studying FINM1001 well.

That reminds me of FINM2001's result. Another consequence of neglecting FINM1001. It's far from acceptable but unexpectedly, I didn't faint nor cry nor scream after getting the results. I guess Form 6 successfully trained my heart to be stronger. Need to pull up my socks to my waist now.

Went to help James with the Chinese debate training. Even went there with UniSafe in the rain. Gosh, I've never been this hardworking for studying. Scarificing for competitions is my style, which I still wonder why I can't do the same for my studies. Hehehe... Met with interesting people in Fenner Hall. Had so much fun (they might not know). Brought back the memory of debating with Jed, Li Yee, Shuan Shyan and Wei Yew back in Form 3. If not for all the exams and assignments, I'd definitely joined in this time and by now, should be preparing to go to Sydney. It breaks my heart to decline the offer twice, you know? *sigh* Shall try my best to join the team next year =)

Going to watch some dramas before sleeping "early" (as in NOT after 2am) tonight and study hard tomorrow morning. Need to work out the BUSN1002 assignment as soon as possible so that I can start preparing my BUSN1101 assignment research and ECON1102 mid-term.

I'm looking forward to enjoying the spring break with a open heart (and a growling stomach now).

国庆日快乐！

在相当忙碌的schedule中仍不忘祝福马来西亚生日快乐应该显示出我很爱国吧？XDD 虽然我都已经lost count这是第几年了 【泪跪】

明天就考FINM2001的mid-sem了，完全还没有准备好，不过国庆日嘛……难得的日子呢！一年仅一次啊！一定要来写写我的感想，是不是？

首先，我们来了解一下国庆日的由来

国庆日，严格来说，这个名字并没有错，但如果我们深入研究，它应该是独立日，而不是马来西亚的成立之日（身为砂劳越【还是砂拉越？哎，正名这种事真的是给我们添麻烦……】人民的我，很注重这件事。正所谓：名不正则言不顺。 )

最近国内发生了好多事，连身在海外的我们，都愤愤难平。也是啦……谁会被骂了过后还嬉皮笑脸呢？我又不是傻的，当然会怒不可遏吖！细节我今天就不谈了，以免破坏气氛。

我也蛮喜欢这个简单明了（？）的post




曾经，那3声 响彻云霄的 "MERDEKA" 振奋了多少的人心；
现在，它们还会激起你的爱国之心吗？



Warisan


Di sini lahirnya sebuah cinta
Yang murni abadi sejati
Di sini tersemai cita cita
Bercambah menjadi warisan


( korus )
Andaiku terbuang tak diterima
Andai aku disingkirkan
Ke mana harusku bawakan
Ke mana harusku semaikan cinta ini


Betapa
Di bumi ini ku melangkah
Ke utara selatan timur dan barat
Ku jejaki


Aku
Bukanlah seorang perwira
Gagah menjunjung senjata
Namun hati rela berjuang
Walau dengan cara sendiri
Demi cinta ini


( ulang korus )

Ku ingin kotakan seribu janji
Sepanjang kedewasaan ini
Ku ingin sampaikan pesanan
Aku lah penyambung warisan
 
是的，我是penyambung warisan，我愿意成为penyambung warisan，
但是……
你们愿意让我做penyambung warisan吗？
当我terbuang tak diterima，
我能相信，
你们是爱我的吗？
 
 
 
好了！emo够了，还是用点开心的照片来显示我真的很爱国吧！
 
 

International night, John XXIII College, Semester 1 2010

International Dinner, John XXIII College, Semester 2 2010

1st blog with iPod touch...

...and ANU-access (wi-fi) in Manning Clarke, in front of theatre 2. Didn't feel like going to the library in the light drizzle and coming back to theatre 3 half an hour later. 爸爸说得好：淋太阳雨很容易生病。国外的雨应该会起相同的作用吧？

反正闲着也是闲着，干脆来跟大家报告一下我的近况，顺便炫耀一下我的新gadget，虽然我用得还不是很顺手。日子可以说是

～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～分割线debut～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～

（结果有个不太熟悉的朋友来跟我聊天。不知道是我的偏见还是错觉，总是觉得她很强势，所以我“自然而然”不能边聊边打部落，只好搁着）

承接以上（昨天）的句子

……挺无聊的，无聊到身为大学生的我沦落去当社会观察家（借用沈玉林先生的外号）。每天“沉浸”在无止尽的作业中，与厚厚的课本奋战，在纸海中载浮载沉……当大家问我何苦overload时，有时候我还真的回答不了……并不是我特别用功或有自信，而是……应该这么说吧！如果我给自己更多的事情，我反而会更谨慎安排时间、更努力做功课、减少所有的社交活动、有更多正当的接口把自己关在房间里……

咦？惨了……我怎么会把两件事凑到一块儿去了呢？好吧，容我慢慢分析（虽然本篇的最初想法是我乘tutorial和lecture之间的空档写的短短一篇，不过由于我今天早上睡过头【惊！】而错过lecturer的consultation time，所以忽然有空余时间，干脆写一篇长一点的吧！）

事件1：
我第二学期的生活乐趣就是观察别人，尤其是两对情侣XP 第一对偶尔颇让我无言。不过既然一个愿打，一个愿挨，那就随着他们呗！不过正好每个星期一定会在同一间教室两个小时，我是难免注意到男生老是得跑到隔壁班接送女朋友。原谅我这个孤独老人不明白小情侣间的甜蜜，但是就5步之内会到的，需要男友专程去接送外加提包包吗？话说，他们上个学期在FINM1001期末考结束时的动作让我印象深刻啊～当大家都灰头土脸从考场缓缓步出时，我一个转头，看到女生似乎撒娇了一下说题目好难，人家男朋友就很体贴地拥抱了一下，还在头顶亲一下，羡煞旁人。我也觉得很难啊！！就没有人安慰我……*点手指* 我也决定了！！一定要找一个比我高的男朋友！！XD

嗯……时间快到了，我先去上课，回来时再继续分享！！

～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～分割线encore～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～

第三天继续这篇史上花我最多时间，名副其实的“废话连篇”。（还是因为等youtube buffering【这是什么东西？！】）其实呢……今天我并没有很想写，因为天气的关系？压力的关系？气味的关系？反正我也说不清就是了。emo本来就不需要理由的，不是吗？

咱们来延续之前的话题～

事件1：
这个男生很对我胃口的地方就是“高度”。歹势，偶就是外貌协会滴～不过，这个学期他做了一件事让我忍俊不禁：强迫FINM2001的tutor解释问题。哈哈哈……让tutor开始比较认真上课了=) 那个女生呢，让我感叹万分。原来女生可以这么百变的啊？真的是“没有丑女人，只有懒女人”！好呗，我就是懒 （兼没钱天天搞fashion show啦！）

事件2：
另一对情侣是跨国的哦！！而且，如果的消息+推理没错，应该顺便超越了年龄这个对于很多人而言是个难以跨越的关卡（至少我是）……男生是个不高，貌似已经当过兵的韩国男人，英文有浓浓的韩国音，但是仍然很敢讲（起码在academic skills的class上，他是这么表现的）；女生则是wuli chinkgu，edward先生的朋友。为什么说是他的朋友呢？因为不论我们讲得多么兴高采烈、比手划脚、口沫横飞，人家大小姐就是面无表情。而edward不必说太多，她就会给相当不错的response，还可以继续话题……所以当她与这个韩国男生在一起时，我难免稍微受到惊吓。话说……星期三，修读FINM2001的人都必须上ECON1102在5点的repeat lecture 。那天正好我的朋友没有坐我旁边，我就有更多精力（？！）去观察别人。于是，我发现，韩国男迟到了，弯腰小心翼翼地冲到我前三排。初始，我还没注意到是他，后来发现，原来情侣是这样打招呼的啊！先把包包放下，左手很自然绕过座位的靠背部分，搂着女友的肩膀，女生这是就要故作娇状，把头靠在男生肩膀上，男友就亲头顶一下。恋恋不舍（？）分开后，两个人的手就一定要十指交扣就对了！一个小时的课里，时不时还要亲一下手背什么的……

看看，看看！我的观察是不是很入微啊？不去当狗仔队啊什么的，真是太对不起我自己了……呵呵……

～～～～～～～～～～～～～～分割线comeback stage～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～

回头看一下我这篇文章，果然是废话的开始，废话的内容，废话的结尾XD
好啦，就不要计较这么多嘛……我最近压力怪大的，很多事情只能憋在心里，因为连打部落格的力气都没有了，电视嘛……也开始没有我想看的了。甚至一连串的比赛我都不得不放弃。自愿事工也不得不退出。一切都让我觉得更累、更烦燥。而网上的消息，朋友的话语，都让我觉得好……好不舒服……有种想爆炸后大哭的冲动！世界好乱噢……

【赫！！怎么我听起来像是荷尔蒙失调的中年妇女啊？】

好了各位，我要去看一丁点综艺节目后准备睡觉去！今晚反正也没啥心情读书……明天要起个大早准备逛街囤货、还债、参观……yosh! 아자 아자 파이팅 aza aza hwaiting!!

对于前面的路也许感到很迷茫，但是别忘了，

神，永远引领着他的孩子～

Semester 2, here I come!!!

Or is it "Semester 2, here YOU come!!"? Hahaha.. Whatever, my very second semester of university life is about to start in... 13 hours? Yeah, around that time.

Unexpectedly, I'm excited! Perhaps, it because I finally get to study mathematics. Haven't touch REAL maths (yeah, I know someone will be pouting if you know what EMET1001 is, but no one ever says that only hard things are called maths) for more than a year and half. Looking forward to do that course although I'm overloading this semester.

By the way, I did not do well for Semester 1, but I still dare to overload because.. I like this course? (saying that I'm confident would earn me boos and swearing that I'm bossy XP)

Okay, so pray for me, would you? That everything will be smooth and turns out well for me in the coming months. And that I won't slack off again. To be able to concentrate and focus on my courses.

Good night, guys!

finally decided to post up something short...

... so as to inform you guys that I'm still on planet Earth, if some of you guys are wondering XP

Went to Sydney, Melbourne and Launceston within 10 days. It was a tiring winter trip, you know, when you walked non-stop everyday and the bed just seemed so cosy that you can't get up early in the morning. Yeah, and when you finally opened your eyes after countless alarm snoozes, it's 1pm. That's winter. Very happy to meet old friends and get to know new ones. Kelly was the 1st in Sydney. And I loved meeting the architecture students in Launceston. Still working on the editing of photos. 2000++ need quite some time. And I haven't get the rest from Christine. Man, that's a huge project to work on.

Volunteered for NCG2010. Went through lots of stuffs. I can't deny the disappointment and frustrations I had but I'm equally happy to know new friends and learn new things. Life's only interesting when you go through different things, ain't?

Received my iPod touch today. Very pleased with it. Started using it when I went to the tax office in the afternoon. No regrets in buying that.

Spent $636.95 buying textbooks for Semester 2. Carrying those back to Johns really killed me.

Happy to see hallmates coming back, one by one. College life's back.

Shall blog about everything in detail when I have time. And I'm running out of it. Decided to overload my courses this semester although I had no HDs at all last semester. Guess that's the only way for me NOT to slack off. =)

ps: the more I experienced, the more I'm sure that God loves me.

Cheers,
Barbara.

taken at Cataract Gorge, Launceston, Australia.

美好的一天

各位，在寒冬中非常兴奋地宣布：我自由啦！！

哈哈……不是单身的自由（那个我一直都是，就快是S.A.D一族了。什么是S.A.D？就是single， available， desperate啊～个人有默默想在available前面加个very，哈哈！desperado呢～），而是……我考试结束了！！！

就这么跟Semester 1挥手说再见有点不习惯。说是不舍得吧！毕竟我还不能适应读书只有5个月这种事……啊我跟STPM又爱又恨地纠缠了一年半，SPM更久（两年），PMR最惨，整整3年！！

请问你是在关心我考试如何吗？坦白说，不好！一直都觉得自己可以做得更好，如果我当初更努力。是啦，老调重弹：早知今日，何必当初？人哪，是总学不乖的动物～分数……不见就认命喊bye bye了……

Anyway，现在我在认真（？）考虑接下来该怎么走……

首先是：plan我的寒假～要抓紧时间休息，因为月尾直到Semester 2开学前都会很忙（忙着旅行）。

接下来就是，明天听听course coordinator怎么说， 我再看怎么排未来2年半的课程。

再来就是家庭主妇式的妈妈生活：洗衣、收拾房间、买东西补充食物货源……
把手机和相机拿去Canberra Centre看看能不能修好～
嗯……然后就……拼命写部落格，把之前没写的统统补上来。最近又有灵感了，可不能再让它们跑了！写了投稿赚钱（未来的会计就是要爱钱 $.$）
还有，hit the gym，甩掉肥肉（下学期有个晚宴想去）。
有时间还得去chapel练organ。看着古老（传统？）的它，我都有点被震撼了！不弹实在太对不起自己了！！

大致上就这样吧！要做的事情好多！时间好少！

端午节快乐！！我有点想念粽子飘香的家乡～刚才在dining hall跟Sonia说，我们应该做个粽子模型挂在房间里，来个切身的“画饼充饥+望梅止渴”，就像这样：

特喜欢范老师写的：

闻着粽子的飘香，会不会让你想起远方的家人是否安好？

让我托伟大诗人的福，也请你多吃些粽子。

让我架起一叶龙舟，满载祝福驶向你。

让我挂一把艾叶在你门前，愿你平安。

让我为你斟一杯雄黄酒，望你安康。

让我把一枝桃枝送予你手上，为你送走灾难迎平安。

thank God it's not tomorrow~

Yup, thank God my exam starts on Tuesday. A whole new round of 2 consecutive days. Worse this time because no cheat sheets are allowed. Deadliest week, perhaps, of the whole semester? =)

Well, just going to share these few pictures.

after lunch: looks pretty okay, eh?

now: first time I saw "feels like" value higher than the original.

don't you think the number in red circle is getting really close to the one in pink? =)

halfway there

STAT1008 is also down! Not that happy though. Always had the most confident in this subject and thought it'll be the easiest. Having this thought in mind, I really want to do well and thus wrote my cheat sheet till 2am.

Jumped out of bed at 7.30am =0= Yes, I bet you can imagine how sleepy I was. But then, something that you won't expect (since I didn't) happened. I was all ready for breakfast when I decided to check the temperature using my handphone. MY GOD!! It was -3 degrees!!!

Pulled out my suitcase to get my pink cashmere turtle neck out and got changed into it. It was the best decision I made today =)

Felt so nice walking in the early frosty morning. However, I was still shivering in the Sports Hall and I can barely wriggle my fingers. The questions were quite hard (people said it's harder than any past year papers, I can't justify it though because I didn't do them. Yeah, shame to me) and the worst thing was I was too sleepy and kept yawning for the first 30 minutes and even almost fell asleep. Thank God I managed to finish all questions 5 minutes before time's up.

So, now, I still have BUSN1001 and FINM1001 left. The deadliest week of Semester 1. No cheat sheet allowed and they have, like, the most formula to memorise. I decided to dedicate my weekend + Monday to them.

Meanwhile, I am happy that I have friends behind and beside me all the while. Things happened but I'll be ok.

Ps: I didn't get to repair my spectacles, but I managed to put in my time-sheet at the Disability Centre. =) Can't wait to receive my pay. Thanks to the nice lady who opened the door although it was lunch-break (that I didn't know).

one down, three to go

1st paper --> ECON1101 has just ended an hour and half ago. better than expected but somehow got a feel that I didn't do too well. Should have wrote more things on my "cheat sheet". by the way, you guys won't believe how small my handwriting can be =) i'm actually pretty impressed with how much notes i squeezed into that permitted A4 paper and even have some spaces left. but when i saw the others', gosh, i feel giddy now just recalling them...

anyway, i still have 3 more to go.. and yeah, something cropped up of no where. hopefully things will go on smoothly and i won't lose my focus.

i miss my old friends, friends which don't need me to try hard to gulp down my words and think 100 times so that i can please them, friends which are real and friends who are just friends, and i can be myself, not tiring at all, not dreading when i chat. =)

pray for me~

所以我应该相信……？

上午10点

晚间11点

就这样，你们自己看，然后选择你比较喜欢的数字吧！ （咦？感觉像买万字票这样？XD）

反正我是偏向第一张啦～厚！你都不知道有多冷！！我都开始担心我的考试日子了……

在诺大（？）的Sports Hall里，又预测前一天会下雨，极可能下降到-2度。开玩笑吗？负2诶！这不是在电视节目或书报上才会看到的数字吗？！

『等一下！！！紧张考试？那你为什么还在这儿写感想外加看综艺节目？！』

啊！那……我就先闪人了～晚安！【烟】

周末前半段的日记

2010年6月4日 （星期五）

一如往常（最近的往常），完全起不来吃早餐（好啦，我有醒来重新调闹钟然后倒下去继续睡），再次在snack time拿了一碗cereal加上一杯milo当早点。然后，就重洗整load的衣服（因为前一晚有很无聊的醉人把我就快烘干的衣服悉数从tumble dryer给扔出来。是的，就是just for fun。唯一逃过一劫没有湿湿的粘在地板上的是其中一只袜子。最初就是担心他们星期四喝醉酒会胡来，特地等到几乎全部人都出去了我才在晚饭后洗，想不到……唉……你真的不能怪我晚上九点半很生气踹洗衣机吧？我知道洗衣机很冤，所以我有小小内疚一下……）。接下来，自己到底有做了什么有意义的事情我根本没有印象，大概就上上youtube，再逛逛facebook，然后稍微在pps流连了一会儿，就这么过了大半天。傍晚时分，SR Amy来给我们大家各自一包study pack（一个小小的牛皮袋，装了糖果、巧克力和饼干的），终于有机会拥抱她了。依旧没有说到多少的话，不过一个结结实实的拥抱胜过千言万语（老人家用词总是比较夸大的，请见谅）。

晚餐后大约9点时，去了另一个SR Fresh的房间拿麦当劳汉堡包（是的，就是给打算开夜车读书的人准备的！而且只有我们B1 corridor有哦～）说实话，我看到那个数量时，我真的有吓到！他们是怎么认为50多个人可以吃160粒汉堡包的？！我勉强地啃完一粒，然后拿了包薯条去3楼找Woon Ji分着吃。

大约1个小时后，我不好的预感果然应验了：
我又过敏了！！！！！
是的，各位先生小姐、乡亲父老～这是本人在袋鼠之国第6次的过敏了。我也很无言了……元凶是：cheeseburger里的mustard。【叹】明明就有吃过，明明是与英国的味道一样，为什么我来到澳洲几乎全过敏？！啊～～～～谁来帮我解答一下？！

战战兢兢在喝了果醋和涂药后上床睡觉。还好，一觉到天亮。感谢主！



2010年6月5日 （星期六）

进入考试倒数第5天，仍然有点太悠哉。打算写完这篇就去努力写笔记。反正，这个周末是一定要献给ECON 1101了～还得考它赚钱的呢！呵呵……

今天重点不多（想当然尔，才过半天！）就起床时脸部和身体的某些部位还有过敏的痕迹（痒），给自己多睡了半个小时的特权，然后吃个早餐，冲个凉，睡个回笼觉，正好赶上午饭时间。跟宿舍里的朋友聊个天，就大概下午时分两点半。还在考虑要不要去pps看《灰姑娘的姐姐》大结局～

用这几张有点恐怖的天气气温预测表做今天的结束吧！

여러분，have a splendid weekend！

1st semester

So! My first semester in ANU has officially come to an end, for classes that is. All lectures and tutorials are given a rest (alternatively, you can label that as semibreve {please see below for more details}) before the final exam is here.

There is a tinge of sadness. I really love my classes especially one tutor XP. Although I am still struggling with the subjects, but I do put the blame on not hardworking enough (totally not hardworking, in fact) and that part of me that haven't get over something. However, I'm trying my best to pull up my socks (I tried to pull up to my waist but apparently, I'm too fat and that doesn't work :S) .

Mission accomplished: I finally managed to muster my courage and answer a question in the class. Hence, participation marks won't be 0. Woohoo!! Bravo to myself XD And I finally earn myself a chocolate (rewards for students who participated in FINM 1001 class).

Are you asking why there's 2 here? Of course it's because I grabbed an extra one ;P hahaha.. I missed MARS so much! And I kind of choked on it again just now!!

Mission incomplete: ECON 1101 notes from week 5 to week 10. =.=ll Can't blame on others who didn't convey the message clearly. It's my fault, afterall, to not study hard and make notes for myself in the first place. So yeah, this weekend is dedicated to ECON 1101, to start with, before STAT 1008.

Everyone, wish me good luck! =)

By the way, for your information: It's winter now! And I start wearing my summer clothes again underneath layers of jacket and trench coat because the tutorial rooms are too stuffy.

Compare arrow 1 and 2. Can you see that greeny-yellowish part is the only thing left clinging on the trees?

not-that-unexpected thing

Last night, in Facebook (once again), I wrote this:
生命中总是会有很多预料不到的意外，只是，我真的很讨厌这个。不是我不能理解，但是我真的不舍得！i tried so hard not to cry T.T


Someone that I adored (I guess I really do) is going to move out next semester. You might be wondering what difference will that make, right? Yes, it affects a lot when she's my corridor Senior Resident. She might be younger than me, but she took care of me (don't laugh!) and yeah... I guess her personality (and result XD) attracts me heaps.


Too bad she has to leave. I know it's for her own good but I just feel bad, for both her and all of us B1 Buccaneers. It's almost one in a million chance to get nice and nerdy (don't beat me) and sexy girl to be your SR, someone who is concerned about drinking and noises, someone who kindly reminds you of upcoming exams, someone who gives you a hug when you almost got attacked by a now-so-much-better-weirdo guy. *sigh* I don't know who will be the next SR (interviews and nominations {i guess} still going on) but it's impossible to replace her. That new chick lady might be better (hopefully) but yeah, no one can replace the other.


AW, may God bless you in your future undertakings. Stay happy and healthy. <3


Quote of the day: Majority is not always correct. =)