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Sunday 10 March 2013

插播一下我欠了很久的update in Brisbane (2)

这个是我上个星期某个凌晨用手机写的,那时候真心觉得好累好累,就用手机打了这篇:

《睡前写一封信给自己》 致:最亲爱的你

孩纸,又迷茫了吧?最近特别容易胡思乱想,对吧?

我知道,你很累很累,生理上如是,心理更是如此。对于别人恭喜你毕业了,你却最害怕他们接下来问你在哪儿工作。你不是讨厌他们,你也知道他们这是善意的关怀,可是你首先想起的是人多嘴杂四个字。你知道你没错,你也知道规矩被人在你面前掰完过,你更是知道真正犯错的人根本没有人抓。可是你还是终日担心,因为你太清楚自己的运气了。六分之一的机会都能让你被选上,你从此害怕自己哪怕只是一点点脱离轨道都会被发现。回家一趟不敢和朋友联系,过来澳洲,你依然选择性发言,就因为你害怕,害怕那可笑的运气。

因为错过了那么多次,所以你更害怕现在的一切只是梦一场。你害怕某天你醒来,这一切都只是自己的幻想。即使课业再繁忙,即使你上tutorial时会因为自己没有写完答案没有读完readings没有准备好就去上课而紧张,即使生活中的琐碎事件把你压得透不过气来,你依然害怕,害怕这是你的幻觉。

孩纸,你没有被迫害妄想症你也没有躁郁症更没有心跳不畿。你只是迷茫了,所以想太多了。你可以哭,你可以写,你可以发呆,你可以放空,就是不要怀疑自己的能力。

我知道,在特别累压力特别大的时候,你会怀疑自己的坚持。我知道,在报到填工作单查薪水的时候,你会怀疑自己的选择。我知道,你不止一次问自己为什么单独钟情于法律,为什么当初不尝试多爱会计金融多一点。你还质疑当年放弃药剂系和教育系的决定,因为你也许会爱其中一个多过法律。你很害怕,它们是不是如被抛弃的小石子,是不是其实第一个才是最好的。

孩纸,我不知道别人是否也会这样有着心理挣扎的时期,我不知道别人是否也会有这样担心钱不够用每天战战兢兢的时候,因为我不是别人,因为…

我是你。

所以我只能告诉你,身边有好多好多人都很努力在打工。不是每个人像你中学的朋友,个个都是奖学金出国读书。你的担忧也许会发生,可是几率又是多少呢?与其把精神都花在这种事情上,倒不如专心在现在的课业上。

你有很爱很爱你的阿爸父神,你有可以为了你付出一切的妈妈,你有可以为了你连自己妈妈都不会告诉详情的男闺蜜,你有一群理解你现在立场而答应保密的好朋友,你还有一群随时都可以听你诉苦陪你哈啦怕你寂寞伤心一直跟你开玩笑希望你开学起来的朋友,最重要的是…

你还记得一年级的体育老师Mr Sim和他的神秘盒子吗?

打开盒子,你会看到,这世上最了解你的人,和最爱你的人…

镜子里的我。

孩纸,别再紧紧咬着牙齿,放松你的肩膀,今晚好好睡一觉,明天太阳升起时,你又有勇气面对一切了。

至于那些你还不想面对的事情,还没想清楚怎么面对的人,先放在一旁吧!撒谎如果会让你难受,那就别说。偶尔学一学高南顺,干脆不说,就不会伤害人,也不会让自己坐立不安。
既然这么艰难地做了这么大的决定,那就冲向不后悔不留下遗憾,法律如是,辩论亦是如此。
还有,先管好自己,才去担心别人。这绝对不是分心的好时期。


既然终于搬过来blogspot了,就放上我那时候想到的歌吧!虽然一点关系都没有……
 

插播一下我欠了很久的update in Brisbane (1)

我知道我早就该写了,可是真的好忙啊……忙到连这个都是从朋友的facebook messages里各种截出来的……各位就迁就一下吧……

  • i have tutes in week 1, right before any lectures, which is totally weird and helpless
    but i'm happy to meet with other fellow grad entry students (FYI, i am now officially enrolled in Bachelor of Laws (Graduate Entry)), so yeah, it's nice to know that i'm not the oldest in that discipline. i might even be one of the youngest
    thing is, those aunties/ older sisters are really dominating in a sense. it's good that they give answers and share everything, but it's a bit daunting to newbies, especially when we have class with the normal LLB kids (fresh out from high school)
    隔壁坐了个医生,还是医学系硕士!!
    the uncles/ older brothers are also scary in a sense, but older ones are normally more friendly and take care of others more.
    by the way!! I often find myself as one of the only asian face in the class. even if there are other asians (mostly indians), i will be the only one with the identity of international student. nothing bad about that though, nothing at all. i'm proud about it.
    and you know those study guides (where we use to call it course outlines)? well, apparently in law school (well, it used to be the same in ANU when i did compulsory business law courses), all study materials with tutorial questions and cases are in it.
    so when i initially thought that i have to print them all out on my own, it was supposed to cost me $85. i was on the verge to purchase my own printer until... QUT decided that all AusAid students, those under all kinds of equity/financial scholarships.. and international students can claim FREE study guides from the law school office!!! buahahahahahahaha
    and my aussie classmates thought that i'm so hardworking and nerdy bringing in those minimum 100-page (Legal Foundations A has 308 pages) to tutes. and i actually read more than they do (just because i find them interesting, not because I am really that hardworking, and they are not compulsory or relevant much at all), and i answer what they don't know (because i've learnt them in ANU) gave them a scare. XDDDD
    even the tutors were impressed (somehow) that i actually wrote full pages of answers as preparation. what they didn't know that I used to write more back in ANU where accounting requires you to write down and count all those figures (i still hate them because they never go balance under my pen), and that since i LOVE law, of course i write them willingly. i stood out in a sense when others just scribble two pages or typed everything on their laptop/ ipad.
    we actually have participation marks where it is solely based on the impression and memory of the tutors over the whole semester, so i think i'm starting to pick up momentum slowly. i love talking anyway.
    reading wise, OMG, too much to handle. it's not possible for normal people. well, our lecturer showed us an Youtube video yesterday, and the US attorney general said that 20 years ago, if someone worked 2000 hours per year, it's crazy. now lots of lawyers record 2400 hours a year. another lecturer shared a joke saying that if you meet a real human being (instead of a dracula) among 1000 lawyers, you are lucky. LOL
    tutes are fun, lectures are even more fun. of course there are boring ones, where i simply dozed off and strayed on facebook and renren, but i really like my Legal Foundations A first lecturer (i think i'm going to have like 14 lecturers this sem for just 4 units) because he shows us all kinds of youtube videos
    and they are dirty
    and they are funny
    mostly, they are just outrageous
    but the scary part is that they are all relevant to our course. LOL law is fun.

    i have been enjoying Fundamentals of Criminal Law most, mainly because of it's gruelling nature. just into week 2 now, i have been looking at sickening pedophiles, rapes, murder and drug producing. how nice! 变态恋童癖、强奸、谋杀、贩毒 don't they sound interesting? XDDDDDDDDDDDDD
    hmm, i actually have a full load in these two weeks, because they think we need to have basics before we can start Torts A
    so i actually have 14 hours of Legal Foundations A, which includes library tour (with referencing and finding cases homework) and computer lab session (with citation homework)
    and! during my law library tour yesterday, just right after the librarian said: as you can see, on level 6 here, the fire exits are on both ends too. far that end, and here on my right.
    and the fire alarm rang! LOL i thought they purposedly did that until i realised someone really triggered the alarm
    话说……QUT自创的referencing style居然连墨大的AGLC都鄙视了XDDD
    【real story】i don't know what else to add.. i'm pretty sure the girl next to me think that i'm crazy to type so much in a facebook message
  • oh, the pastors are not THAT friendly to asians and visitors. i've been there 1 whole month, and they still never shaked my hand after service. i always think that they should initiate it. but the old folks are REALLY REALLY nice at that church. and i get to know a really nice korean unnie (elder sister). well, she's actually 38 years old, but i still call by elder sister. all girls liked to be called young
    我的头两个星期大概就这样了。等我那天真的有精力了就把o-week和各种照片都补上来吧……(我知道我知道,还有各种blog series我还没写的嘛……我真的截图好了,就是还没动手写而已!还有今年的目标清单!!)
    【噢噢噢!忘记说了!我还开始上免费的日语班了!朝向第5个正式学的语言前进!yoroshikun onegaishimasu~】
    末了,为了广大单纯善良(?)的孩纸,我还是把上面那段youtube的原版放上来吧~ 免得毁三观啊~~

Sunday 17 February 2013

《学校2013》——歪掉的观后感



(第12集)

只是偶然在PPS上晃着没事做没戏看想说看一部新的好了,想起之前在allkpop上看到对这部戏有好评(韩国国内外),说什么很诚实地播映了韩国目前高中的情况。我有点好奇,想知道究竟韩国的高中学生问题和马来西亚的一样么?就点开来看了。第一集看着不错,第二集开始觉得好赞啊!

简单来说,这是一部热血但是没有实力的(?)社会新鲜人实习女老师收服问题版学生心

的一部戏




首先,这部戏很真实地说明抽烟、逃课、校园霸凌事件。我觉得拍得很挺好的。不过我是第一次知道原来迟到要罚钱的……如果在我们国家这么做的话……应该会有更多人迟到吧!我还是觉得体罚是有效的方法之一!而且……韩国的校服可以改这么多的穿法哦?连鞋子都可以自由穿不必统一?(那段用鞋子找出照片里的人在马来西亚正常情况下是行不通的)顺带说一句,那个瘀青的妆化得真不错啊!

这么帅的弟弟喃喃说『没关系』的时候,姐姐我好心疼啊!!


接下来是韩剧必须有的Ingredient感情线。问题是……这部戏的感情线好复杂啊!!还有……我都不知道到底谁是主角了要命……我们还是分开来看吧~

【大人组】
想当然尔是张娜拉和崔丹尼尔~  

是说,张姐姐也太~~童颜了吧?!难怪角色是实习老师……怎么看都不是30几岁的人啊!!也就是因为这样,我看第一集的时候还以为是准备走师生恋路线啊~你看看……
多有爱是不是!!后来才发现是收买学生心来帮忙打电话的啊~很省电话费啊~(大误)

崔丹尼尔的存在感真的超强的!是容易让人印象深刻的脸!深刻到我以为《幽灵》的男二是他XDD


第一集让我确认(?)这部戏是走师生恋路线的还有姜世灿和宋河京……
啊抱歉没有截图……(<<超没诚意!)

按照常理(?)必须是两个互相看不顺眼的人在一起啊~你看看编剧导演多有心,casting的时候、拍戏的时候,都给你们这种身高差的有爱画面啊!

小孩组 学生组】
嘛……基本上肯定是男屌丝喜欢女神,还有呱噪小女生喜欢沉默寡言的帅哥同学啦~ 不可或缺的是女神其实心里也是暗暗喜欢会打架对女神爱理不理的帅气男生的~尤其是坏坏男当上会长(我才知道原来他们叫会长啊……我们都叫班长的,多亲切!我也终于知道为什么他们有全校总会长这种称呼了……我们都是叫总学长的,看来我们分职比较细)不过我想南顺是不知道河京喜欢他的吧?人家又不像江珠如此明显地“暗恋”


可是……我的问题是……这部戏是赤裸裸地支持BL吧?!看看我们老末韩英宇,因为高南顺的英雄救美而准备表白(?)
而咱们的高南顺英雄做到底,先是让女生心跳加速男生咬嘴唇观众尖叫的盖住耳朵(<<金钟国的梗真是十年不老的)

然后是含情脉脉地念情诗……

原诗:
仔细看才知道美丽 
看久了才觉得可爱(我觉得【惹人怜爱】这个翻译比较好) 
你也是                 如此



靠!老娘都没有男生这么对我告白过,为什么英宇有!!!【翻桌】

第一次看的时候,觉得……好不公平啊!人长得帅,念诗还这么好听!第二次看,太过分了!还是押韵的!要不要这么有才!第三次看,忽然才想起……诶不对啊,不是南顺有才,是编剧有才啊!结果……好心的编剧后面承认……这是本来就存在的诗……呃……好吧,我还顺便学韩国文学了我……


然后在我还纠结着到底南顺是喜欢英宇还是吴政浩的时候,毫无预警地!在预告第三集的部分里……竟然有姜老师和南顺!

然后……锵锵锵锵!另一位不算花美男的帅哥登场了!还是老相好?!


啊啊啊啊啊啊信息量太大了~~我要冷静!究竟事情会怎么发展呢?且让我们看下去【推眼镜】


碎碎念之
【选角】:女生怎么都挑不必张娜拉好看的?尊老敬贤吗?那为什么男生选角都没有比李钟硕好看的?
学生组图
损一句……同学,那个按摩棒真的会瘦脸么?要不要这么执着于V line啊


我一直以为严老师是Kim ByungMan饰演……我还纳闷儿怎么金老师跑去演戏了,而且演个戏还长高了!

【韩国人对少女时代的爱】:每一部现代青春偶像剧都必须有少时的歌 >.<


【韩国教室面对走廊窗户顶层都没装玻璃么?】看看最高的空位有同学伸出头来……


【韩国人真的很爱打马赛克】难道真的有人会去打那些电话吗?那些电话是真的?剧组人员的还是演员的?不过010会让我摸摸想起maxiscelcom啊~


【其实我很爱校长和姜老师】因为他们都是挑眉毛很有feel的演员(<<你好偏心!!)


我不会承认之:
【我就是被这个帅气的迪迪吸引住的】
顺便吐槽一句:是熬夜拍戏吗?胡子都长出来了……


【我截图只是为了知道到底在说什么】

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